Remember me. Please?

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I sit in my room, pondering over my day as I scribble down the notes I had copied during class. My room feeling still and smelling softly of coconut, a smell I hardly notice now but others love, the stillness of my room offers a sense of comfort and neatness.

Neat.

Prepared.

Aware.

Everything I'm meant to be.

Everything I am.

My room remains dim, the light from my desk being the only thing keeping my room lit. The only thing showing me how dark the day has gotten. How dark I've gotten. Every square inch of my room seems dark and silent as I continue to write slowly in my notebook, remaining focused on the school work at hand.

Focus.

Focus.

Focus.

Focus dammit.

Fuck.

I can't help the thoughts.

The way my mind lingers from the task at hand.

The way my mind wishes the pencil I hold is the hand of her.

God it's frustrating yet so fucking addictive.

I close my eyes as I sigh, dropping the pencil from my hand as I hear it clatter on the desk in response. I raise my hands up and hold my head, feeling my hair through my fingers as it casts over my face, the strands tickling my nose slightly. Yet I ignore that feeling. My mind too focused on removing this woman from my mind. Yet I hardly fight back as I feel my mind fog over. I don't fight my body as I feel my skin burn in anticipation.

At the thought of her.

At the thought of her skin.

Glowing in the sun.

Looking so soft.

So gorgeous.

God if only I could caress her.

Hold her hand.

Play with her hair.

Make her feel every single emotion that she gives me.

God I'd love holding her close.

Holding her hand.

Her waist.

Her hips.

Her face.

I lean back in my chair as I keep my eyes closed and I throw my head back, my hands resting on my lap as these thoughts just flood through and take over my mind. I can feel the way my body heats up at these thoughts.

These thoughts of her.

I can feel how my body twitches and begs just to see her again, yet, it also begs to not be near her. It trembles at the thought of being around her. Oh but my body craves it oh so much. My body craves her so much that I can feel my heartbeat through my chest. I can feel the blood travelling through my body. I can feel my thoughts drift even more. More towards the primal urges everyone has.

I rub my hands along my thighs softly as I let these primal thoughts take over my mind, my breathing has became heavier as these thoughts completely consume me.

God.

I want her so bad.

I wanna hold her hips so bad as I f-

My eyes shoot open at the sound of my door creaking open and as light suddenly floods into my room, blinding me for a moment as I look over at the door way, my face remaining neutral as I see who's at the door.

"God you're so weird, who sits in the dark like this? Weirdo."

I hear the voice of my sister ring through the room as I stare at her. I move my arms and cross them over my chest as I look at her with furrowed brows.

"You're one to talk, finding how you still don't know how knocking works."

I retort as I look at her with an annoyed gaze. Annoyed she interrupted me. Annoyed she got inbetween me and my thoughts.

Silently fuming at the interruption.

My sister rolls her eyes before she turns away from the door slightly, letting more light flood into my room from hall.

"What ever you say emo."

She drags out with a dull tone before turning her head to me once more.

"Mum wants you so finish up what ever this whole weird thing is."

She adds before turning away and closing the door behind her.

Leaving me with the darkness of my room once more.

The darkness of my thoughts.

I wait a few moments before I drag my hands down my face and let out an exhausted sigh as I slowly rise from my chair, knowing these haunting and addictive thoughts must be put on a hold.

'Soon. Very soon. These thoughts will be our reality.'

I think to myself as I slowly to my door and leave my room, closing the door behind myself.

Closing the darkness from the rest of the world.

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I HAVE RISEN

Is what I would say if this was a chapter for the actual story at hand lmao

Honestly, slot has happened since I last updated but I shouldn't bore you guys with that

This chapter right here actually came to me in the middle of the night last night

So what did I do? I fucking followed the idea

I feel like this chapter is very rusty but eh, that's fine

This actually might become a story in it's self, only thing is I won't say when I'll make it so I don't have to be too worried about posting

Honestly I reckon if I do make this an actual story you guys would completely eat it up with the fact it will be a yandere story

But anyway, I can't promise how soon I can get another chapter out since I'm actually graduating school soon so that sorta means I'll have exams and assessments to do on-top of my job I have, but as an upside, once I graduate I should have more motivation to write for you guys

But anywho, I hope this has fed you guys for how VERY FUCKING PATIENT you have been, so, eat up