Chapter 10.
It was time for me to go to Matt's house for the party. But, I was kind of bummed that he wasn't really wanting me there. The one wanting me there was Shawn. I mean I like Shawn and all its just that.. I don't know Matt is just more of my type. Call me crazy for not wanting someone as perfect as Shawn but, I can't force myself to like him. But, maybe tonight will change that. Who knows. I take one last look in the mirror and leave. Once I get there Matt sees me and walks over, "Heeey Olive. What's up? You look great. See ya later babe." Then he walked away behind this red headed bimbo.. What the hell? So I am really in the friend zone with him. I walk into the kitchen and see a couple of Matt's friends from school in there. They all hate me so much. It's all, because of Jamie too. I walk over to get a drink and I can smell the alcohol off of all of them, "Hey whats your name again?" Oh my god this guy is drunk out of his mind, "Olivia, Johnny, my names Olivia." He looks at me confused, "How do you know my name?" I roll my eyes, "We've gone to school together since we were little." He nods, "Well you wanna go have some fun upstairs, baby?" He leans into kiss me and I lean back, "Hey man what are you doing?" I look up and see Shawn and Carter, "Hey why don't you mind your own business?" "She is my business." Johnny rolled his eyes, "Oh yeah what are you her boyfriend or something?" Shawn glances at me and I nod a little, "Yeah I am." He grabs my hand and pulls me away from Johnny. We go into the backyard and all of the guys are out there. I hug Shawn, "Oh my god thank you so much." I kiss his cheek and look at all the other guys. Then Carter walks over to me, "Hey where's my hug and kiss? I was there too." I roll my eyes, "Go get one from your girlfriend." We all were sitting and drinking for a while. Then We went back in to get more drinks and talk to other people. I was with Shawn and we were just talking when he leaned in and kissed me. I kissed him back and then I realised what I was doing, "Uh Shawn. I can't do this with you.." he looks at me confused, "Why not? Are you dating someone?" I shake my head, "Then I guess you can." he kisses me again and I lightly push him away, "No it's not that.." "Then what is it?" i look down and then say, "Because, I like Matt too much.. I'm sorry." then I walked away up stairs. I didn't know where to go so I went into the bathroom to clear my thoughts. I went down stairs and found Matt and asked him if I could go up to his room and lay down, "Yeah go ahead nobodies up there." I went up to hi room and laid down. I felt awful for doing that to Shawn. But, I can't just pretend to like him as much as I do Matt. That wouldn't be fair to anyone. It's been about an hour and a half since I laid down. I wasn't feeling so good so I went into the bathroom. I threw up a little and then I rinsed out my mouth with a little bit of mouth wash. Once I walked out I wanted to fall over and die. I saw Matt and the red haired bimbo. She was pulling down Matt's boxers and I screamed, "oh my god". I shot back into the bathroom and closed the door. Matt saw me and so did the girl. I heard Matt saying my name, "Olive? I didn't know you were still here." I slid down the door and started crying. Now I know that Matt will never want to be anything more than friends with me.. And it made me so sad. I cant believe the guy that I love with all my heart doesn't feel the same way. All those times he told me how cute I was. How beautiful I was. Those where lies. Now that's clear to me..
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