Daddy, Please Don't Hurt Me | Scömíche AU

Chapter Fifteen

~Mitch~

Scott and I are at his apartment, moving my stuff in. I already emptied my old apartment. I still can't believe I'm going to be living with Scott. The fact that we're dating and now moved in together is still like a dream. I still can't believe I told him I love him. I meant it 100% but it's still a surprise to me that I actually told him how I felt. I'm just hoping that I can actually have a good relationship with him considering my previous relationship with Gerard.

"Hey Mitch. Can I talk to you quick?" I went into the bedroom to see Scott sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Sure." I sat down next to him, "What's up?" Scott looked up at me, grabbing my hands and holding them tight.

"I just have a question for you, maybe a few. You had the Daddy relationship with Gerard, are you still into that? You can 100% tell me if you are, I don't mind. But I've never done that before. I mean, I'll do i-"

"Scott. Stop, please. I wasn't into that because I was a kinky little fuck kitten. I was into it because I liked having someone dominate over me, I guess. I don't really know honestly. It was really only the sex, I suppose. This is weird to talk about with you considering we're dating now, but, I was into it. I'll tell you that much. I don't want that with us though, Scott. We can't have that kind of relationship. Ever. It's not something you want to have with me, I promise."

"Why not?" I looked at Scott. His blue eyes were like shimmering blue crystals. They were the most beautiful things I've ever seen. Besides the man they belonged to.

"It's not a relationship you have with someone you love and care for, Scott. With Gerard, he didn't love me the way I needed him to and I guess I began to resent him for that. A relationship like that is meant to stay in the bedroom, and he let it spread everywhere. I hated it. I didn't know what I had gotten myself into and I really wish I had. I like that kind of relationship but only with sex, after that, I don't know. I don't want us to go shopping and I call you Daddy instead of Scott and get weird looks from people. I hate that. Gerard made me call him Daddy everywhere, it was weird and uncalled for. Other people with that relationship love that, but not me. I don't know." I set my head in my hands and sighed. I didn't know what I was talking about and I got the feeling Scott knew that. I didn't care. I hated this conversation so much.

"Let's go to bed. It's getting late, okay?" I nodded and crawled up into the bed. I removed my clothes, all except my underwear. Scott did the same before crawling up in the bed as well. We laid under the covers and I felt nervous. I hadn't slept beside anyone besides Gerard, "Mitch."

"Yeah Scott?"

"I love you."

"I love you too." We leaned towards each other and kissed, "Goodnight."

"Goodnight." I considered what we were doing now as cuddling, which I had never done before. Gerard and I usually slept back to back because sex probably happened moments before. We always were awkward with one another after sex, and I hated that. I needed aftercare after having the sex we had. But I never got it, and it hurt more because of it. I hated Gerard....I hate Gerard so much.

A/N: Just wanted to add this in the second time of publishing it: I don't really think what I wrote here, guys. You can have a Dd/lg relationship and it be more than sex, even if you have a Caregiver & you are submissive but not a little. I just don't want anyone to think that I believe what I wrote over a year ago, okay? Love y'all 💖