Y/N WAS FUMING, AS HER boyfriend walked into her house. "Where the fuck were you?! I was texting you" She screamed at him as he stepped one foot inside.
He mugged her and stepped fully inside, closing the door. "with the gang, bro wassup witchu?" He looked at her. "Bro what i tell you?? Ion want you hanging out witem!" She screamed, "they yo friends too!" He yelled back.
"THEY WERE MY FRIENDS. YOU DONT SEE ME HANGING OUT WITH THEM ANYMORE AFTER WHAT HAPPENED WITH MY BROTHER!" She yelled back, tears in her eyes. "Bro cmon yk that wasnt their fault." He mumbled.
She took a deep breath, sighing. "im not saying it was their fault, I know it wasnt. but it hurts too much knowing they couldve stopped him when he had Milani." She said in a shakey voice.
"Y/n cmon bro, it aint like that, yk they cared for him." He looked at her, "IM NOT SAYING THEY DIDNT! I KNOW THEY DID..—" She paused sighing, "Bae, you cant blame them you gotta come by and see em, they miss you" he spoke softly.
"I-I.. cant, it wasnt their fault but I cant look at them without thinking of him, it hurts to even hear their voices. I dont blame them but, I cant bring myself to be around them." She said, tears threatening to fall from her eyes.
"I get that my heart, but if you wanna heal you gots too" he walked towards her, wrapping his arms around her waist.
"I know, but another part of healing is time, once im ready to face them I will. but im not ready yet, I cant. I wont."
He nodded, understanding, "okay" he mumbled, "you okay?" He asked her, looking into her eyes as she looked at the floor, "No Jay, ion want you around them, ion wanna lose anyone else, please."
"mmtch cmon bro, ima be fine bae." He muttered she finally met his gaze, breaking away from his arms. "Nazzy said the same shit, Jay! Ur 13! He was only 16, you're too young for this shit!" She cried out, letting the tears fall as the pain began to get unbearable.
His face softened, "ight im sorry, you want me to stop hanging witem?" He asked softly, she nodded as he pulled her into a hug. "okay, ill stop my heart." She just nodded and sniffled, a few tears dropping onto his shoulder.
He pecked her lips, slightly getting away from the hug, "you know he not gone right?" He asked her, she looked at him with her puffy face, confused. "He right here" he grabbed her hand, bringing it to her heart as his hand rested ontop of hers.
"and here" he moved it to his heart, "and in the guys, and in Milani, shit Milani finna be a mini Nazzy, he aint gone. He still wit us" he smiled at her.
She smiled, "I love you" "I love you too my heart" he smiled at her, pulling her into another hug.
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