1 ~Killugon~

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confession 


~Killua's POV~

Gon and I had a pretty fun day at whale island. it was nice meeting his aunt mito and exploring the Island. And it's nice now just sitting next to him with a warm fire in front of us. I can't believe how happy I've been with Gon. Well not with with just friends of course. Even so he's changed my life in a positive way. 

He's so optimistic but he can be such and idiot. I guess that's what I love about him. Every moment with gon feels amazing. I want to tell him how I feel but I've never been able to find the right time. I guess waiting is the only option.

"killua?" gon said. "Hm? what is it?" I looked over to him as we locked eyes. He looked like he wanted to say something. He was fidgeting with his hands and not making proper eye contact.  "So I've been wanting to tell you something for a little while now. I promise its nothing bad but it's something I should probably get of my chest."

Huh? What does he want to tell me? He rubbed the back of his neck and looked away blushing. "Ok. You can tell me anything gon I promise." I reassured him with a smile. he smiled back at me and took a deep breath. "I love you!" He almost yelled out. He turned bright red and couldn't look at me. 

"Ever since the hunter exam, I saw you and immediately wanted to be friends with you and when I did, I just wanted to be more. My feelings for you have grown stronger everyday and I just can't ignore it anymore killua I love you." He looked down looking almost ashamed. As for me, I was red and wide eyed. I couldn't help but tear up.

Gon. The sweetest most wonderful boy on earth loves me. It wasn't even believable. I began to cry happily. I cried into my hands smiling until it hurt. "Oh no killua! I'm sorry I should have kept that to myself are you okay?" He put a hand on my shoulder concerned. I laughed through my tears and locked eyes with him.

"There's nothing to be sorry about. I love you too idiot." I said crying less and wiping my remaining tears away. He gasped and smiled widely. He threw himself on me and hugged me tightly. "Gon you changed my life. I'm so happy I met you and so happy we're friends. Actually wait- what are we now?"

"Uhm-" he blushed. "Boyfriends?" I smiled lovingly. "yeah" We just looked at each other for awhile before gon spoke up again. "Killua?"  I looked at him once more. "yeah gon?" he paused. "can I give you something?" He asked. "Of course." All of a sudden his face was inching closer to mine. I could see he was staring at my lips. In turned I stared at his. 

Our lips met. I blushed intensely. He kissed me. I almost couldn't believe it. Gon was kissing me. I smiled into our kiss. I felt a single tear of pure joy roll down my rosey cheek. he pulled away smiling. I smiled back. he rested his forehead on mine with his eyes closed. I couldn't help but smile at his beauty. He had a soft loving look on his face. I couldn't believe how beautiful he was. "I love you killua." he said.

I let out a breathy chuckle. "I love you too gon. I'm gonna love you forever." I kiss his face all over. His cheeks, forehead, nose, lips, eyelids. Just to hear him laugh. His beautiful laugh fills my ears as I playfully kiss him more times than I can count. "Killua hah~ stooop." He said as he giggled. In between kisses I said, "I don't want to though I want to kiss your beautiful face gon~" he hummed and continued to laughed. 

His radiant, big and bright smile filled my heart to the point where it overflowed. " Ok ok!" he took my hand off of my face. "My turn." he smiled and kissed my face continuously. It was my turn to laugh now. I laughed more than i ever have. I loved the feeling of gon's warm lips all over my face. I could feel the love in each kiss. I had never felt more loved in my life. 

I cried once again. I laughed as I cried smiling until it hurt. He stopped once he noticed. he frowned slightly. "Killua?" He asked. "Im sorry I'm just.. I've never been happier." I put my hands on his which where holding my face. I melted into his touch. he gave me a warm smile. "I've never been happier either." a tear rolled down his cheek. He hugged me tight. I cried into his shoulder bathing in his warmth and sweet scent. 

He rested his head on mine. I love him so much. And he was all mine now. Once I settled down we decided to go back to his house. Once we arrived he greeted his aunt mito. "hey aunt mito!" She stopped what she was doing to greet us. "Hi boys! did you guys have fun." Gon shot a quick glance at me. "yeah we did!" 

We went back to his room to go to sleep. We definitely had a long night. We started to settle down into our beds. "Goodnight killua." he said lovingly with a smile. I would have said goodnight too but something felt off. "Uh gon?" "Yes?" I hesitated slightly. "would it be ok if i slept next to you tonight?" he laughed. "of course come here." I smiled at him. 

I curled up next to him. He put his arms around my body. I blushed. I felt safe in his arms. It felt really nice and warm. "Goodnight gon." I said as I kiss his cheek quick. "I love you so much.." He kissed my forehead in return. He whispered, "I love you too killua." We fell asleep in each others presence. 


A/N Hey guys!!! This is my new account and my first book on this account. All the stories on my first account that are ongoing will sadly be discontinued. I really hope you guys liked this first oneshot. you can expect frequent updates (?) since I write one almost every night. LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO MUCH HAPPY DAY/NIGHT OR WHEREVER YOU ARE. STAY SAFE <3

- Jay The Genderfluid Author

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