Authors Note

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Hi guys I know I owe you an update but the wifi at home has been down for a week so no update and I'm sorry if you thought this was one either.

I just wanted to say that this story touches/pokes at some very delicate topics that could somehow trigger you.

Depression is more than just a sadness, it is a mental disorder which makes the person feel worthless, unloved and often finds comfort in hurting themselves. It is not something that you make fun of or mess around with. To be completely honest I get really annoyed when people say they are depressed over the smallest things like 'oh no I ran out of eyeliner' or 'my mum didn't let be buy that' because you don't know how it feels to be drowning in these thoughts of death and worthlessness.

Depressed people may confide in self harm. If is when you purposely hurt/harm yourself. The pain is addictive, pleasurable, reliable, a source of relief.

Anxiety is something else. It is immense worry which can trigger panic attacks and such.

If you know someone who suffers from these of anything similar, please, get them help or seek info if you aren't completely sure.

Just remember it's terrifying how much a smile can hide. The ones who openly admit it without any prescription are (i don't want to be mean) aren't. It's usually the ones who act like they are happy okay don't give a fudge about anything. It could happen to anyone.

If you are wondering how the hell I know this or why I'm telling you this, just trust me on this one thing.

Side note- update on Friday as I lost the chapter lol
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See ya my sassy sisters(or brothers???) on Friday
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