Random spicy and sad oneshots

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I am awoken by movements beside me. I open my eyes to the most beautiful sight; my little sunshine, my Daisy. She's sitting, legs tangling off the bed as she stretches her upper body. She makes the cutest little noise when she does that. She's sitting there for a while, staring into nothing before getting up and going in the shower. I get out of bed silently and follow her. The bathroom door is slightly open, giving me the perfect view without her knowing I'm there. I watch as the water trickles down her shoulders, down her chest where it defines the curves of her breast, down her slim waist and slightly bigger hips and finally, down her long legs that could belong to a model. I can never get enough of her body, I feel lucky I get to see it every day.

I went on a walk in the local park, after I quickly rubbed one off to her. It's such a beautiful winter day, the big snowflakes fall down slowly and, oh so peacefully, giving the world the best scenery. Laughter is everywhere, children playing in the snow, some building snowmen, some having snow fights, others, making snow angels. The air smells of baked goods, gingerbread, peppermint and cloves. I'm slowly making my way back to the house where Daisy already left for work. My keys jingle as I'm unlocking the front door.

While she's gone, I take that opportunity to clean the house a little for when she arrives, she won't have to do anything. It takes me about the whole day. When I finally finish, I hear the door opening and closing. She goes into the kitchen and starts making dinner. I come up behind her and wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her neck. She doesn't react but her body does as goosebumps start forming. She's struggling a lot with her mental health right now, making her often shut down. Therefore, I don't take it personally when she doesn't respond to my love. She makes me a grilled cheese even tho I'm not hungry. She goes in the living room to sit on the couch and starts eating her grilled cheese. She's watching cute animals documentaries while I'm watching cute little Daisy in her natural habitat.

Once in bed, she's already asleep and cuddling a pillow. She never liked cuddling with me because I was "a source of too much heat". Her back is facing me giving me access to draw shapes on her back. I write I love you's with hearts making the hair on her skin raise. I love how her body reacts to my touch. Soon after, I fall asleep.

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I am awoken by movements beside me. The bed is trembling. I hear sniffles and sobs. I instantly turn around and cradle her head to my chest.

"Why... why did you have to leave?" She sobs. "I should've gone with you!" My heart aches at each word. "I wasn't prepared!" She screams now, before going back to sobbing. I know baby, I know. Tears roll down my cheeks, onto the pillow.

If only I hadn't done it...

If only I hadn't died...