Bada lee - Enemies To Lovers

Falling Apart

-Y/N!! What are you doing?! We've been practicing for months just for you to mess up the choreography like that? Do you even want to be here?!-
Bada said as she started approaching me. - How could you mess up such a simple step?- She said getting closer to me as I was lying on the floor looking at her, she looks so scary right now, why I'm afraid of her all of sudden?
-Didn't you put in any practice on your own time? Do you think it's okay to mess up like this with so much at stake?!-Bada said suddenly graving my head adding pressure to her hands.
-Bada stop it, let me go - I said desesperantes trying to let her go off me, nearly crying in frustration.
-You don't even deserve to be here, all this years of training meant nothing, you are such a waste for dance - She said looking more scarier than before, this time she was looking straight to my eyes.
-Wake up - she said as she smiled.

I jolted awake with an audible gasp, drenched in sweat. The image of Bada's stern face lingers in my mind, the words she said still ringing in my ears. I sit up in my bed, trying to collect myself after the nightmare, I stared at my crew mates as they were peacefully sleeping, or that's what I thought.

I glance at the clock and realize it's still early; the sun has yet to rise. I stay in bed for a few moments longer, processing my nightmare. Eventually, I get up to get a glass of water and go to the bathroom, as I look into the mirror, I notice the stress lines on my face, they're not a new feature by any means, but today they look more pronounced.

I wonder if all the practice with SWF2 has been taking a toll on me, or if Bada's comments have started to get to me, maybe it's a bit of both, or maybe I'm going crazy.

Bada's POV:
I was trying to sleep, since what happened with Howl and Y/N, I've been awake, not being able to sleep when suddenly I heard Y/N moving around on her bed, I could see her since her bed is in front of mine, I was about to wake her up to make her shut up when she suddenly woke up and rushed to the bathroom.
-You should apologize to her Bada! She saved you and what she gets it's you yelling at her again, you know how that affects her, but you still do it because you can't accept that you are in love with her, but you don't want to hurt your pride, you are her leader, her teacher, even if you don't like it, you have to make her feel comfortable around you and make her confident - suddenly what Lusher said to me last night after the incident with Howl and Y/N came to my mind.
-Please, just apologize to her, you don't need to be friends with her, but apologize and thank her - Lusher said getting out of her bed before leaving me there thinking if I should do it or not.
I finally stood up, decided to go and at least forgive her and to said thanks to her for saving me -maybe Lusher's right, maybe I like her, God Bada what are you saying, focus - I said to my self before opening the bathroom door.

Y/N's POV:
I turn my head towards the sound of the opening door, and see Bada standing in the doorway, I quickly wipe away a bead of sweat from my forehead, trying to hide my stress, it was hard since I was sweating a lot and shaking uncontrollably.

It only takes Bada a few seconds to notice the lines on my face, something tells me she's noticed them before, and just decided to keep quiet.

-What's wrong with you Y/N? - She said looking at me trough the mirror.
Suddenly I could only hear her screaming at me again, those words I really hate, hitting my head again, why does she always scream at me, her screams slowly disappearing, getting further away.

Bada's POV:
-Y/N?! Are you even listening to me? - I said looking at her worried, she was just staring at herself, so I guessed she was listening to me some how. - Okay, I'm sorry for what happened okay? I'm sorry for everything I've done to you and I want to thank you for- Y/N? Omg Y/N! - I said as I saw Y/N falling and almost hitting the floor but I catched her before that could happen, I watched her face, she was really pale and warm.
-Maybe she's sick? - I said touching her forehead as it was boiling - Omg, I have to take her to the nurse! - I said getting up with Y/N in my arms rushing to the nursery.

While I was running to the nursery I came across my crewmates and some of the other crews, as their eyes followed us with worrines.
-Bada what happened to Y/N!? - Lusher said worried catching us.
-Is she okay? - the rest of our team mates asked worried.
-I don't know she fainted in the bathroom - I said getting more nervous as she was getting warmer in my arms.
-Bada what happened!? - Kristen came and asked me.
-What happened to her? - Kim Lia said.
-She's sick I'm taking her to the nurse - I said while we were all running down the hall.

Two hours passed by since we left Y/N in the nursery, I was practicing my duet with Lusher in case Y/N couldn't do it since we had two more days before the challenge, we couldn't focus on the rehearsal, hoping for Y/N to get out of that room as if nothing happened, I really hated her, but I have to admit that I'm really worried for her right now, as I was running my dance, the nurse came out looking for us.
-Girls, she's fine, I think she fainted due stress, and got a little fever but it will pass in a couple of hours - the nurse said to us with a small smile.
-Will she be able to dance for the duet challenge? - suddenly Redlic from Maneequeen asked as I looked at her surprised, since when she got that interested in Y/N?
-Yeah, but she has to rest for a little bit at least, and Bada - the nurse looked at me. - I did what you told me so you know - She said before leaving us there as the others looked at me looking for an answer to what the nurse said.
-It's nothing let's go see Y/N okay? - I said trying to get to the room, but the others came before I could.

Y/N's POV:
I was lying on the bed, still a bit dizzy, when I heard a lot of noise outside, then my crewmates and the other crew members came to see me.
-Y/N honey are you okay? - Redlic came to me and cupped my cheeks.
-Yeah, I'm okay thanks - I said smilling at her.
I was talking to the others, looking at them when I saw Bada at the end of the room looking at the floor, I remembered what happened before I fainted and got nervous again.
-Lusher, can you please lean in for one second please ? - I said to her almost whispering.
-Yeah what's up - she said leaning.

-Bada, come with me please - Lusher said taking Bada by her arm and pulling her outside.
-But why? - she said seeing everyone inside except for her.
-Y/N told me to do it - She said looking at her as she snapped Lusher's hand.

-Y/N, why do you want me out? - She said in a soft and broken tone looking at me, - I saved you I brought you here in my arms why would you - she suddenly said when she realized. - Well I guess it's fear enough - She said getting out of the room.
I actually felt bad for telling her to go, but she was the reason why I was getting nervous again.