Into the woods

Prologue

There he laid on the floor, poring blood everywhere. Everything is hazy. I look to my hand only to find it bloody. Then it hit me.

I was the reason he is losing so much blood. Time started to slow down and everything was moving in slow motion.

'I love you...' I look down again to find his lips moving. 'Shhh.' I say and bend down to shush him. I look in his eyes. His now empty looking eyes, all life there ever was in him just disappeared. I stood up and walked away the hall in. I stop and look to my right. There hangs a mirror on the wall. The mirror that I got him. I look at my face, everything is bloody. He died and I did nothing to stop him from dying.

Then why am I not feeling any guild or regret? Why am I feeling like normal? Why am I not crying? I loved him right? The why did I do nothing to stop him from dying? I look back looking at the room where he is lying lifeless. Still... I feel noting.

I start walking out of the house and look back again one last time. Still... noting. 

Before I realize I'm back at my house. I grab a backpack and start to pack things. When I got everything that I wanted to back I walked back to his house. Still... nothing. 

I walked past his house the woods in. the woods where hopefully nobody will find or bother me again...