Bonkai Drabble/Oneshots

Story Four; Goodbye Old, Hello New (AU)

What should have happened in the 1903 Prison World between Bonnie and Kai.
*Kissing/Semi-nakedness/Language

She had him pinned to the ground, her thighs straddling his lithe waist as she held the knife above her head, do it, do it, she kept telling herself, why can’t I do it?

His pleas for her to stop falling on deaf ears, Bonnie watched his brow crinkle in fear, the same kind of fear he had put her through, he deserved this and worse, but she couldn’t, couldn’t stab the knife in his chest, couldn’t twist it unmercilessly, watching as the agony faded from his eyes and his cries of pain subsided, she just couldn’t.

Her hands shook as she fought with herself, continuously raising and lowering the large knife willing it to imbed itself into his chest.

Kai's fear dissipated as Bonnie struggled with herself, he was tempted to sigh with relief, but she was unpredictable, she could change her mind in a second and stab him, he couldn’t help but admire her for that.

He watched the knife shake, held in those lovely palms and he dared not move. Kai watched as Bonnie’s face scrunched up in some kind of emotion he couldn’t place, he was sure he’d figured out all of the emotions by now, there couldn’t be more could there?

He took a deep breath, trying to calm his nerves, I can’t believe I’m about to do this.

“Bonnie, I know I deserve this,” his voice wavered as her grip on the knife tightened, “-but you’re better than this, than me, this is something I would do, not Bonnie Bennett.”

His hands slowly made their way up to hover over his chest, showing her he meant no harm, “I was a bad person, Bon, I know that, I have to live with the guilt of the horrible things I’ve done to you, my family, strangers, but I can’t live with the guilt of you becoming just like me.” Kai watched tears well up in her eyes, whether from anger or what he said, he didn’t know.

Bonnie slowly took a deep breath, she couldn’t think and why couldn’t she breathe? Her anger burned in her chest as she had difficulty forming a coherent sentence, her jaw clenched and her face turned to stone, “Why should I care how you feel, if you feel guilty? I am nothing like you, the only reason you feel a damn thing is, because of Luke! Remember him? Your brother, your selfless, protective brother,” her lip curled in disgust, she’d heard all about the mock-merge and how Luke sacrificed himself to save his sisters, “Why should I care?”

He didn’t know what to say, what she said twisted in his gut, paining him to even think about, but he couldn’t help admire the curve of her body as she leaned over him, her angelic face and the heat of her body against his. His train of thought was derailed when she slammed her hands against his chest, the knife long forgotten in the snow,

“Why?!” she nearly screamed, teeth bared like an animal, finger nails digging into his chest so hard, Kai was positive he was bleeding. When she did this he could feel it again, bubbling under his skin like hot oil, his chest threatening to cave in on itself at the sheer amount of fury in his veins. Kai learned quickly that this was something only Bonnie Bennett could do, he’d never been this enraged, post-merge, with anyone else, but the Bennett witch.

“Because you’re you, Bonnie, it’s in your nature and nothing will change that. Not me, not anyone can make you a monster like I was, am, I don’t know. I couldn’t ruin you,”

She snorted, “You left me, you knew how that felt, being alone in that hell, but you still left me there and you didn’t even try to get me back, where were those emotions then?