Every End is a New Beginning

Reassurance

Y/n POV:

My bed calls out for me to continue and rest in its embrace, but the silent threat I received from Cristina over text called out louder.
It read,

The 2nd fetus🩷: Hey mer is making me jog with her today and if Imma jog I'm gonna bring you with me. Don't argue with me, just listen. 😤
Delivered 6:27

I sighed at the text and reluctantly pulled the covers from my bed but before I could even step foot into the bathroom to take a shower my phone chimed

The 2nd fetus🩷: Oh and you're picking us up btw 😍😍😍

The 2nd fetus🩷: Thank you my personal Uber driver 😎
Delivered 6:34
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Already I can tell this is gonna be a crappy day.
Walking into the bathroom with my essentials, I place everything on the rack and start to undress.

My feet guided me to the shower where I started to sort the temperature to my desire. Once warm enough, I lean into the pressure of water against my roots.

Water droplets cascaded down my body in a race to the finish. I pump a handful of shampoo and start to scratch my hair, allowing my thoughts to drift to the moment when Addison ran her fingers through my hair and tugged on it as we played lip guitar with our tongues.

Washing off the shampoo, I moved to my body wash. I grabbed the loofa off the hook and began to lather myself in soap. Letting my brain think about replacing that loofa with Addison's hands.
After I'm done scrubbing and lathering, I massage my tense muscles, ignoring the one that aches the most.

I wash it all off and continue my routine of conditioning my hair and washing it off.
Her whimpers fill my mind as I run my head under the water. It's close to boiling temperature and gets close to how hot my body feels.

'I want to hear it more.'

I take a moment to ground myself as I feel mortified with my thoughts.

'God what the fuck is wrong with me'

I step out of the shower, not in the slightest relaxed, more ashamed than ever.

I quickly get dressed and do my hair in a ponytail, small pieces framing my face.

Leaving the restroom, I grab my keys and phone then make my way to my car.

'WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING'

I scold myself mentally at the situation in the Bathroom.

The ride was short-lived when I got to Meredith's house, Cristina sleeping over made it easier on me.

I Honked my horn to signal that I was here.
Cristina and Meredith popped out of the house in their running gear

"Why are we running again?" I inquired

"Apparently it's gonna help our moods," Mer mumbles as she and Cristina play rock, paper, scissors for the passenger seat

"And where did you read this?" I skeptically ask

"I read it somewhere in my old textbook. Look can we just go?" Cristina says impatiently after losing and getting into the back