KINNPORSCHE PROMPTS AND STORIES

Extra : It's Okay To Not To Be Okay

"Oh my, bro, you really outdid yourself huh? Where did you get him? Damn, he's so pretty."

He heard someone saying. He was blindfolded and being tied firmly to a wall? A pole? He wasn't sure, but he knew that he couldn't move.

"Heh, I found him of course. Such beauty is very rare to get, so you better cherish him~", Such a familiar voice goes through his ear, realizing himself had been kidnapped by Tawan.

'Tawan???', he thought. 'But why? I thought he didn't know me? We never met before.', he thought more and started wriggling, trying to untie the knot.

"Oho, look at him, moving like that. He looks so delicious. Yummy~", he heard another unfamiliar voice.

"Okay, where's the lube? We need to prepare him well. Nurture him and he will bring in profits for us~", he heard Tawan exclaimed.

Then, suddenly his dark vision sees lights as the blind gets removed from his eyes.

He saw how there are 20? 30? people standing in front of him, looking at him like a beast they are.

"Tch, tch, tch. Such a beauty.... Why would you waste your beauty like that? Such an androgynous beauty~", Tawan said while holding Kim's chin.

"Who are you??? Why did you kidnap me?? I never did anything to you?!!!" Kim exclaimed.

"So much talking!!! Arian, where's the lube?!!", The guy who was called Arian then answered, "Here. There you go, Tawan.", He then passes the bottle to Tawan.

Tawan then proceeded to prepare Kim using the lube, while asking him questions which none of it were being answered at all. (Imagine yourself, I would never write the details).

From Kim's peripheral vision, he saw someone bring in a big box, in which inside was filled with toys that he very well aware of the functions.

"We can't exactly just use him by ourselves, otherwise he will become a 'used whore' before clients even manage to use him, no? Let's use this instead.", Kim heard someone else speaking.

He then saw how each of them took out different types and designs of toys to play with him and Tawan somehow managed to get the biggest out of all.

Before he could even say anything, he then felt something going inside. 'oh my god, no!!!'
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"No!!!", Kim was awakened by another nightmare. He then looks at Porchay who is currently sleeping soundly slowly waking up. He then remembered falling asleep with Porchay that night.

"Kim? What's wrong?", Porchay asked. He then slowly started to hug Kim, fearing his boyfriend going into a panic attack as Kim has started gasping for air soon after that.

"Kim? Kim? Hey it's okay.... It's okay, yeah? They are all gone. See? Only you and I right now. Breath baby, just breathe. Don't worry...."

"It's - it's - the memories, it's - Chay.....", Kim tries his best to talk while gasping for air.

"It's okay baby. It's okay. Slowly, yeah? Is it about that year?", Porchay asked.

Kim knows he can't form any word right now, so he just nodded while being buried on Porchay's chest.

"Oh baby.", Porchay exclaimed, feeling himself tearing up as well.

Porchay remembers that day when he returned home a bit later than usual due to his project and study group. He saw how Kim tossed and sweating profusely on the pulled off sofa, presumably falling asleep while waiting for Porchay and having a nightmare. He remembers how Kim was jolted awake hearing the door click open, starting to search for his gun in such a pitch black room, only to be startled when Porchay called him. "Kim? Are you okay?" From there, Porchay remembers just how hard it was for both of them as he tried his best to get Kim to speak up about that night. He also can't forget how Kim came home exhausted, telling Porchay that he got into a very heated argument with his producer, resulting in him almost punching the producer for being an asshole. As a result, Kim had a breakdown that day and spilled everything towards Porchay, from his dark past, traumas and just everything.
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