Who should I be!?

Chapter 8 (finale chapter)

Monoma
I was about to go storm off to find Dabria when I heard very angry footsteps entering the library, I turned around and before I could even see the person I got tackled to the ground

"YOU BI***|!" | spit the words into his face before slapping him hard on the cheek

"What, baby what's wrong, and ow,"

"Don't call me baby, you hurt Daisy, you LIED, you are a SLEFISH, HORRIBLE, DISGUSTING, MANIPULATIVE, LIAR AND I FU***** HATE YOU," I punch him square in the face

"Well maybe if you weren't a f*king idiot then you wouldn't have fell right into my hands, and I can call you whatever I f*king want,"

"Really? I'm sure I know someTHING that has a different opinion, something willing to rip your skull out from under your skin and keep it on display," | punch him again

"Babe, I barley did anything, look I'm sorry I didn't mean to actually hurt anyone is was by mistake, please forgive me I'm so sorry,"
(He is trying to manipulate her again)

"Do you want to die?" | whisper into his ear "I can act well, I could act just the innocent school girl who never meant to kill you, I know how to get away with murder,"

"Okay okay okay, chill I'd rather not die in a library, with you on top of me, so could you please get off me so I can go pass my test," I tried to shove her off

"You're going to die today," my summoning sign for the Crawler starts to glow. I'm going to enjoy this. Just as it's starting to work I hear the library door creaks open

(Todoroki)
"Dabria, where are you, I wanted to speak to you Daichi t........," I froze in shock when
I saw Dabria about to summon one of her creatures, I quickly pushed her off, she stared at me with shock, "Dabria, stop, don't actually become the villain you are,"

I stare up at Shoto in shock. I just start crying, I am a villain I'm evil. I just proved everyone right, I would be better off dead.
I hate Monama, I hate them, I want to see Tokoyami but what if I hurt him? I think i had a good reason to hurt Monama but... I almost killed him. I stand up and run off crying. Why am I like this? Why did I do that? I'm insane, but maybe that's not such a bad thing?

I chase after her calling her name
"DABRIA WAIT PLEASE STOP I JUST WANNA TALK TO YOU, I'm your best friend right, you can't just ignore me forever,"

I turn around
"My best friend!? Where were you when I needed you!? Where were you when everyone ganged up on me and made me feel FUC**** AWFUL! I KNOW WHERE YOU WERE! You were standing right there scowling at me like the others," I wipe the tears from my face. I think... I think I'm starting to understand the LOV... I understand.... why they do what they do...

"Look I am very sorry, for not being there, but I'm here now, and I understand, Daichi explained everything to everyone, they all forgive you and they want to apologise, even Kaminari wants to speak to you,"

"Oh so now they want to speak to me, do you have any fu***** clue how close I was to killing myself today? Do you know how many times over the past TWO DAYS, that I've wished to die? Because of you and him mainly?!"

"Well would you rather me walk away and hate you, or would you rather talk about this, and we can help out relationship, please Dabria I just wanna talk, I'm sorry for everything," I move closer to her, hoping she would calm down so we could speak

"Maybe I don't want to be friends with someone that doesn't believe me until it's too late, and it is much to late Shoto," | say his name like it's poison on my tongue. I hate how he treated me, nobody believed me. I'm so angry at all of them

"If you can't forgive me then how the hell can you forgive Daichi, it makes no sense,"

"Because Daichi, never hated me, Daichi never truly blamed me for everything, he's sick and I almost killed him because I was stupid. He's had a terrible life, and he's still so kind"