running away! + other stuff

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So uhm, stole my mom's cigarettes. I don't know why, but I have been wanting to try one. I took one puff the other day and at first it was bad but somewhat I kinda wanted to continue?

But what did you click on this for? The running away. My mom, has been being a *excuse my language* severe bitch lately. I tried grabbing something to eat and she called me a fat whore. So I havent been eating lately, I have also been cutting due to stress and really want to quit that. So I'm running away, I'm going to walk to Georgia, wich will take four days, to live with my love. And I know it's unsafe to do but come on, I don't want to deal with this stuff. But I decided I'd just go to not deal with it. I've got a plan, I may only have ten bucks, but I'll make it last. I also am going to sneak out a couple of times so I can easily just know how and what my route to get out is. I'm leaving on the 20th I'm going to pack: clothes water money nonperishable foods, my self defense axe (if I can't I know jujitsu)

If I end up leaving I'll have to know my route Wich I'm going to draw a map of because I need to know the path I'm going to do. As of right noe im more worried about successfully escaping and/or getting lost. The bad thing is my family doesn't go to sleep until like... 12:00pm. So I'll have to stay up, and get out, but what if I think they are asleep but they are awake and  catch me trying to get out.

Either way I'm running away, if ya want an update then go ahead and ask! I'll gladly do one

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