5. Too loud

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As you make your way to the bathroom your mind starts spinning you start remembering things you don't want to remember

Your breathing is heavier it's harder to breathe it's tight it's like someone is sitting on your chest your mouth tastes like copper

You push the bathroom door it slams behind you

Your eyes close at the sound your body tenses up your chest feels tight thing feels tight your head fills with a ringing sound

You walk to the other end of the bathroom and lean against it the cold title against your back you bring your knees up and rest your arms on top

Your head rests on top of your arms you try and take deep breaths but every breath gets stuck in your throat

"Fuck fuck" you mumble it's not like you can up and leave your foster mum is the principal so your stuck

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Callie walks through an archway finally finding Jude's classroom she taps on the glass getting his attention he looks up from his work and smiles at his big sister

He raised his hand "Need to bathroom Jude?" The teacher asks Jude he simply nods His head "Go ahead" Jude gets up from his chair and opens the classroom door to see Callie

"Have you seen y/n?" Callie asks you and Callie are in the same class Jude shakes his head "We were in Lena's office this morning then Lena took us to class" Callie nods at Jude

"Are you okay?" Callie asks Jude with a smile "mm-hm" Jude says he likes the school he likes the fact he's back with his family you and Callie

"Finding everything?" Callie's always been very motherly towards Jude ever since your actual mother passed away

Jude nods "Yeah," he says looking back at his classroom door

"Okay good I just wanted to make sure" Callie smiles at Jude

"Did you see Bill?" Callie asks in a more serious tone Bill's been your care worker for a while now he seems okay 

"Yep" Jude says very simply wanting to go back to class Callie looks down at her brother with soft eyes "Did he say anything?"  Callie hand moves onto the strap of her bag and holds onto it

"Like what?" Jude  questions with a shrug of his shoulders Callie bites the inside of her cheek "I don't know like anything?" Callie shakes her head slightly

Jude thinks for a second "he said hi" Jude says with a little smile on his face "Why?" Jude asks Callie lets out a sigh hoping to get more information

"Just wondering" she lets out a chuckle and smiles at Jude Callie steps forward "Get back in there learn something" she says as Jude turns and goes back into class

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