*three years later*
It was hard adjusting to normal life.No more beatings. No more bloodshed. No more rape. Nothing.
I had moved in with Mark two years ago, a year or so after Bill hurt me for the last time.
I realize now that it was not love that I felt for Bill, but infatuation and adoration. And fear.
It's different with Mark. It's peaceful. It is true love. I know that now. Love. It's a nice thing to be, in love.
It took me a very long time to get over what I had done, what Bill had done to me. It took me an even longer time to realize the hidden feelings I had for Mark.
Mark loves me. I know this. I know that he will never hurt me. I know that I can trust him.
I repeated this like a mantra, "He loves me. He will not hurt me. Mark loves me."
Mark is kind to me. He loves me. I love him. He will not hurt me. He is gentle.
Bill is dead.
I am free.
Finally.
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Demented Torture
FanfictionJack is in a violent relationship, but he loves his abuser. How does he deal with it?