o + b residence - 5pm
walking in the house with no kids felt so weird. usually i have them everyday but they've both went home. blue has dance practice now and mya is just with my mom. she claimed that we had her too long and it's her turn. whatever.
i think momma just miss having kids around her house. she doesn't have any grandkids so she doesn't know what to do. they're definitely too old to be trying for another baby.
well it's possible but i wouldn't want that to happen. because then i'll have to think about the fact that they really do things....i wouldn't mind a little sibling though.
"i missed you." beyoncé popped from around the corner making my heart drop. jesus christ. i had to clutch my chest. "sorry. can we do something today?"
"like what?" i went to my room with her following behind. right now i wanna shower and get the feeling of work off of me. some kid threw up on me and i had i change into some scrubs from the supply closet. i'm definitely over today.
we got a new nurse on the floor to replace michael and it's like training a little kid to learn math. i said the syringe and she came back with a needle. how am i gonna give a child medicine with a needle? my patience can't handle her. but kindness is the only way to keep going. so i was slow with her.
"i don't know....the kids are gone we could probably have friends over and get drunnkk." she poked my side making me chuckle. she know i'm not the type to hang long, i will go to sleep. but i agreed. we haven't had a time like that since i first moved in. we've been with kids and working so much lately. "ok you haven't kissed me yet."
"give me a second please." i was trying to take these freaking scrubs off because they're hideous. who just wants some plain old scrubs? they have no sass to them, just straight white.... bleh.
"so around what time should they come?"
"you could tell them now if you want. i'll call lauren."
"that's your pretty ass friend with the dimples like yours?"
i scrunched my face ignoring her and went in my closet to get some clothes. no she did not just say that. i've always heard that lauren and i look alike but i just don't see it. yea we have dimples but that's it...literally. we're not even the same color completely. i'm like a shade darker than her.
we're not built the same...nothing but the dimples.
"hey....my kiss."
"ask lauren for a kiss." i mumbled so she couldn't really hear me. once i had my clothes i went in the bathroom to shower.
"should they come in pajamas or just anything normal?!"
"it doesn't matter to me."
"okay. i'm gonna tell them to wear yellow."
"ew." i stepped in the shower and started to wash myself. yellow is a cool color but who just says let's wear yellow? i'm not even sure if i have anything yellow in my stuff.
but i'll try to find something to at least go along with it. when i got out the shower i plugged in my curlers and called lauren. she'd been trying to go out for a minute now but i'm not even that type of girl. she knows this.
"hey twiinnnn."
"hey lo. you wanna come over today?"
"that fine ass beyoncé gonna be there?"
what is up with them?
"yes..she lives here. her friends are coming."
"ok. yea i'll come by. i need to bring a bottle?"
