This place aint for good people. This place is for those fuckers who have committed sin. I was born here, and I deserve to be here. I'm one of the worst demons here. I'm an imp. I'm a disgrace. I'm nothing. I'm nothing but shit.
I wake up in a startle. Sweat pours down my face. I grip my arms. Another nightmare. Should've expected it. I've had so many nightmares. Nightmares that terrify me. It's not because they're scary. It's because they're real and what I've done. I've done so much jack ass shit. I've hurt people.
I've hurt people bad. I'm still so mad at and ashamed of myself for nearly killing Fizz. I have always hated myself for not doing more. Sometimes I wish it should've been me who got hurt in the fire instead of Fizz. I ran because I'm a coward.
I've always been a goddamn coward. I'm just so afraid sometimes. I'm always afraid. I'm afraid of being alone. I'm afraid of loving my own self because I don't deserve it. I don't deserve love. I don't deserve happiness. Heck, guess that's why I'm in Hell.
YOU ARE READING
ǶҽӀӀմѵą Ͳɾąմʍą
FanfictionThis will be the saddest book I've ever written. I watched the most recent Helluva Boss episode, and it broke me. It was so happy and sad at the same time. While I watched all the episodes and fanfics, I've realized how much trauma Blitzo has. Blitz...
