ǶҽӀӀմѵą Ͳɾąմʍą

Ɛìցհէҽҽղ

"I had a twin sister... once." I sit down.

I let out a breath. I had a family once, but it was destroyed. It was destroyed long ago because of me. I fucked it up, badly. I introduced Barbie to a shit ass drug; I was young, and I was stupid. I was so obsessed with getting her off my back.

"Barbie was kind of like a mom to me, after our mom had died. Oh, and also because of me." I say.

"W-what? Is Barbie your sister? How did your mom die?" Stolas asked.

"Car accident. But only because I screwed it up." I sigh.

I hurt those close to me. I've always hurt those around me. Fizz, Barbie, my mom, Stolas even. It's only a matter of time before I hurt Moxxie and Millie. Even my own daughter, I'll find a way to hurt her. 

"I distracted my mom with an act, a goddamn stupid act that got things off to shit." I say.  

I killed her. She got into the accident because of me. We fell off a hundred-foot drop. I could've done more. Yet, like Fizz, I chose myself over her. I always choose myself. I chose myself over Barbie.

"My sister was always in charge. I wanted freedom. I wanted to be free of her. So I gave her drugs." I admit.

"Agatha's tears!" Stolas yells.

I nod.

"Yeah. I kind of fucked her up, badly. She kept taking those drugs. She kept yelling and being unstable. I fucking destroyed her. I destroy everyone who I'm close to. I'm sorry for what I did to you." I say.

I hear the door open. Unfortunately, I was leaning on it, so I fell down too. I look up at him. His face was a beautiful pink slash red. My face suddenly turns hot.

"What'd ya say we fuck it?" I ask.

"Let's see how good that red ass of yours is." He coos.