"I just... feel so trapped." I mutter.
"Stolas, I can't hear you." Blitzy says.
I let out a breath. I've been in a cage since I was born. I've always been in a cage. I'm a Goetia unfortunately. I never expected my life after I turned eight-years old to be a prison. I was forced into marriage when I was eight! I was forced onto a dark path, one that I could never escape. I feel chains around my neck and around my arms.
"I feel like a bird in a cage. Quite literally." I sigh.
I run my fingers through my feathers.
"I don't follow. The bird part yes, the cage part, not really." Blitzy shrugs.
"I was forced into a cruel life when I was eight years old. I have riches beyond anything, but they mean nothing to me. I have a daughter who I'm fairly sure hates me. I feel like the walls are crumbling around me. I feel broken." Tears streamed down my face.
Blitzy draws back. I feel like the walls are tumbling down. I feel my mind shattering. I feel like crying every ten seconds. I feel like jumping off a ledge and into the darkness. But... what right do I have to feel sad? I've destroyed everything. The life I could've had with my daughter and Stella, although she did hate me first. I feel broken. I feel like my bones are breaking and my mind is crumbling. Blitzy puts his hand on my back. I turn to him.
"I didn't know... any of that." He says.
He looks up at me.
"You're not broken, Stolas. You never were." He smiles.
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FanfictionThis will be the saddest book I've ever written. I watched the most recent Helluva Boss episode, and it broke me. It was so happy and sad at the same time. While I watched all the episodes and fanfics, I've realized how much trauma Blitzo has. Blitz...
