Just Be Mine My Love

25.Connected Hearts 💓

Author's pov:

Jungkook is sitting on his cabin with his girlfriend,his soon to be fiancee,Sara,who is so sweet towards him and makes him feel happy.

She is caring,she helped him get heal properly from the day he woke up in hospital

Even though he forgot everything about their love,she was caring and calm enough to explain to him about how they began to love,how they met,how she helped him in his career,gave him confidence to get loan and start a new company then
was his secretary for nearly two years Just helping him around and everything.

And also she explained to him about
how he proposed to her at her birthday and thought to get married to her after two weeks

But due to an unexpected accident
it all stopped and he lost his memory

Jungkook was first really clueless but later on he learnt to accept her

Learnt to just cope up with the one who sacrificed this much for him

But even though he smiles at her,
cares for her and even do whatever she says,he just can't..he don't
know how to say this...

There is some strange feeling occupied in his heart which makes him Just do all this like a work and not from his heart,he just do these things for her from his brain,like it is some kind of daily work

But he doesn't feel anything towards her,but looking at her being this much caring and loving towards him,he feels guilty for not feeling the same for her,but he will do anything to keep her happy

“you are getting ready to go to office babe?"Sara asked stepping towards him with a sweet smile on her lips.

“yeah"Jungkook nodded his head with a smile.

She wrapped her hands around his neck and leaned to kiss him but Jungkook like always shyly turned his cheek and received the peck on his cheek.

“Always so shy"Sara said with a smile teasing him.

Jungkook smiled with blushy cheeks and wore his blazer

He leaned close to her and pecked her temple mumbling a small bye

He sat inside the car and started it

He began to drive towards his company

Jungkook glanced towards his side
and rolled down the window

His heart like always feels so empty and numb

Jungkook sighed feeling the air brushing on his face and slowly drove towards the temple

There is no peace in his heart,
atleast if he pray for few minutes maybe he could get that calmness in his heart.

Jungkook left his slipper near the gate and stepped inside.

He feels like he already came here but also feels like he was never here before.

Jungkook stood before the goddess and clasped his hands together before his chest and closed his eyes

‘Thank you for giving me a good life,Thank you for keeping me alive after such an accident, Thank you for giving me such a nice girlfriend

but please let me also have good affection towards her,she is expecting a good change from me,
but I don't know what's wrong with me,I must have loved her so much in the past, at least give me the good memories back'Jungkook prayed wholeheartedly and slowly opened his eyes, turning and ruffling his hair and gonna forward his hand towards the aarthi plate and that's when his movements stopped as he stood there frozen.