I'm so tired of being constantly sad.
It's exhausting.
I never have the basic strength to go through the day.
I feel heavy, I feel like I can barely breathe.
It's hard to hold my tears back.
Sometimes I ask myself do I wanna still be here?
What am I even living for?
It's a scary thought.
But sometimes, lately a little more than sometimes I just wish I could disappear and never come back.
