Forbidden Desires

8. (Unedited)

You didn't want to cry because it's a stupid reason to cry over a man you just met a week ago and had fucked with twice. But some tears slip down your cheeks against your will.

You wipe your eyes and after some time you reached James' house. You saw Soraa is standing in front of his house with James.

Yn: Get in.

They saw your face and they both know something bad happened. Specially Soraa, she knows what it is about so she said bye to her boyfriend and got in the car.

James: Yn are you ok?

You just nod to him but the three of you know that nothing's ok. So he didn't force you and said his goodbye.

You started driving, Soraa didn't say anything but place her hands above your hands to reassure you.

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After you reach you room Soraa hugs you tightly and you hugged her back.

Soraa: What happened Yn? Why were you crying?

You give her the every single details that happened there.

Soraa: Are you serious that mf dare to treat you like that?

Yn: I don't know I'm just feeling bad for why he gotta hide me like that. It was like he was cheating on his girlfriend or doing something wrong. And it made me feel like I'm doing something wrong.

Soraa: Son of a bitch. Yn baby listen to me now...don't do anything like this now, he's a scumbag he don't deserve you. Firstly it's forbidden and secondly he's a mf. He's a big red flag for you from the start.

Yn: You're right I should have listened to you.

You chuckled bitterly. And after that Soraa tried to cheer up your mood and didn't bring up this matter to make you feel better.

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Jk POV

It's 7:00pm and I'm still in my office in school, sitting in one place since Yn ran out earlier. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. Yn just totally misunderstood me, but if I had to tell the truth she might freaked out. Everything is my fault, I should've controlled myself from getting close to her.

Now she's hurting because of me. I like her but I did wrong to tangled her up with my life. Now what I'm gonna do, I can't stay away from her.

Jin hyung..yes Jin hyung I gotta talk to him. He's the one who can give me the right solution.

I finally got out of the school and drove off straight to Jin hyung's bar. Today the bar is more crowded that usual. So pushing through the sweaty dancing body's of people and through the smell of alcohol I reach the counter area which is less crowded.

I ask the bartender about Jin hyung.

Bartender: Boss is in his office, he didn't come out today.

I felt somehow relieved to talk to him in the silence of him office and not in this crowd.

I immediately ran towards his office. I didn't knock on the door because I never did.

Jin: Ohh Jungkookie...?

Jk: Hyung I need to talk to you.

Jin: Why what happened?

Jk: It's kinda long story are you free now. Like do you have anything important today? because I might take your whole evening.

Jin: You're lucky boy. I don't have much work today. Have a sit and tell me what happened.

He was sitting on his chair so I sat on the sofa facing him and started to talk.