miserable romance {l.s | h.s mpreg} | boyxboy

*mature* 15. Prolonging

{h.s pov}

I awoke earlier than usual and yawned so hard my body shook causing tears to rim my closed eyes, which then slowly coated my lashes with water. I managed to open my eyes, the light immediately flooded into my pupils, allowing them to dilate.  I squinted at the painful light and then pulled the warm blankets off me.

I sighed and stood up making my way into the bathroom just to start my day. to my demise I had to face louis today, i didn't want to, but i needed to. 

i let out a groan as the mild pain pinged my stomach. i felt like i had to pep talk myself, saying "you're okay, you can make it through the day," 'fore my motivation has decreased but sex drive increased. i sighed at the growing boner i had, why? i questioned. I had hopes that after i was done with my shower it would be gone, because i don't have time to deal with it. 

per usual, i laughed at myself due to my struggle to turn on the water. i was a mess. it seemed like everything this morning has not been to my liking. as in i dropped a bowl, shattering the glass into millions of pieces, then accidentally stepping on a long shard. after that i was late to class, another tardy, but the worst hasn't come yet. i haven't seen louis not liam today, which was weird, but i wasn't alarmed. 

my eyes bounced from one place to another, i then felt a hard smack against my bum, i turned and there was the beautiful marcus. i flashed a smile, as his eyes trailed down, with that he smirked. mentally i face palmed and wondered what i had got myself into.  essentially, i was nervous. 

once the day was nearly over i saw louis and tried to quickly walk away, i couldn't face him. 

"harry!" he called out trying to get me to stop. 

I kept my head low and pace fast, but to my demise he caught up. 

"hey harry," i stopped walking and stared directly at him. 

"hi.." 

"you called me last night, was everything okay?" his questioned tone made me forget why i called him in the first place. 

"umm, yeah..I ugh, was going to ask you if we had homework, but then i remembered," i smiled, squinting my eyes. I felt my hands tremor and pulse twitch.  i could hear my heart pounding in my ears, i felt sick. the room began to spin, louis' silhouette was shallow. 

"harry?" his words were muffled, "harry?!" 

he placed a hand on my back, as i placed my hand on my head, "i'm okay..sorry, i've been getting these weird sensations of pain and blurred vision." 

"are you sure you're alright?" louis' face looked so innocent, i mean look at his stupid doleful face, all worried about my health. his concentration and empathy written on his expression. i had to spill, but i couldn't. 

"i'm fine, swear," my tone changed drastically to convince him further. 

"oka-"

louis' stopped his words as he saw Marcus grab me violently. 

"hey babe," marcus' eyes displayed his intentions like a tv screen, "you and i are leaving early."

"why?" i questioned. 

"no reason, i just wanted to take you home so you could relax, because i know you haven't been feeling well," he stroked my hair, pushing curls behind my ear. i believed him. 

"oh okay, well, i'll call you tonight louis," i said as i gave him a big hug and walked away leaving him behind to recollect his thoughts. his presence felt so warm and like home, but marcus' was affectionate and caring. both were welcoming but i can't accept both.