Like We Grown

Do I?

I ran upstairs sobbing into my pillow thinking he can't keep me from seeing him . I hear him throwing rocks at my window and next thing I know Trevor and I hanging out at the beach. "Trevor don't push me in that far" I demanded "Oh you mean right there?" Trevor pointed at the deep part of the ocean "Yea" I said "Oh okay" Trevor laughed pushing me in that far. After that moment my eyes shut and it's like my body shut down I was alive inside but not on the outside. I wanted to scream but it's like nobody heard me but I felt myself being lifted on the sand and someone sobbing on me repeating "Please don't be dead" it sounded like Trevor. I began to feel the water spill out of my mouth like I was given life a second time . I wake to Trevor hugging me and people cheering because I was ok. After Trevor stopped hugging me I look at him with a mean face . "You could have killed me Trevor "I yelled. "I'm so sorry I was just trying to have fun"said Trevor . "Please never do that again" I pleaded. He puts me down and we all walk over to a circle of truth or dare. "Trevor it's your turn you have to dare Zendaya" said my bff Kayla. "I dare you to kiss this handsome fella for 7 minutes" Trevor smiled pointing to himself "Fine we start now" I fake pouted trying to act as if I didn't want to. He grabbed my face and kissed me for what felt like hours . When we finished the dare my Brain filled up with questions like does he like me ? Do I like him? Is he a good kisser ? Was this a mistake ? I look over at Trevor and it seem like he was thinking the same thing. We take a seat next to each other anxious with questions and feelings. After a while we all part our ways and go home except for me and Trevor . The whole ride home was quiet and dull. As soon as I know it were in front of my house and I get out . Before he drives off he told me to text him he has to ask me something and I respond by saying ok . I was trying to play it cool in front of him but inside I was jumping up and down. The only thing holding me back now was getting my phone back and that was a mission that needed to be done......in the morning because I was tired. I woke up in the morning and tiptoed in my parents room and remembered they were at work so I took my phone right from under their bed I walked back to my room and texted Trevor saying: hey and seconds later he responded saying what's up he responded so quick I think he was waiting for that text.

Me: what u wanna ask me

Trevor: Look out your window

I suddenly open my window to see him Trevor sitting there in a black and white varsity jacket with white pants and a tilted to the side black hat. "You gotta stop doing this" I gasped welcoming him into my room "Nice place"Trevor nodded laying on my bed "So ask me the question" I told him " I like this girl and I don't how to tell her, how do I ?" Trevor questioned rubbing his fingers through his hair. "Just say I like you and then say why, we'll practice" I said. "I like you because your smart beautiful and you make me feel complete" Trevor smiled looking confused "Good just like that" I smiled "I like YOU because your smart beautiful and you make me feel complete" Trevor repeated sweating like a pig pacing around the room " I noticed you said you extra loud I'm confused,me?" I asked "YOU"Trevor said but before I could answer he jumped out of the window of my 2 story house landing on his back. "Oh no" I frowned running downstairs out of the house and kneel down next him checking his heart "I am breathing Zendaya" Trevor chucked laying there "Thank God" I smiled praising him. I called a ambulance and minutes later they were rolling Trevor inside the truck on a stretcher when Trevor yelled, "If she's not going with me I'm not going" "Can I?" I asked "Sure" said a doctor allowing me to hop in the ambulance truck.