My love for you will kill me

The Ride Of Emotion

On the way to Tortuga. Will and Elizabeth were talking. Will trying not to cry for what had happened earlier that day. As the day got darker, every crew member went off to bed. Mal and Jack were up where the wheel was.
"So, when are you going to confess to him?" Mal asked with a smug face.
"Give me time, and when I do. Everything will be ok, got it?"
Jack had his eye on someone for a while, Will Turner. He started feeling different to him, and he fell in love with him and wanted him to be his. Only his.
"But you keep on saying that, and you never do it, and last time you wanted to, they already had a kid."
Jack cringed at the world "kid"
"Well, you need to give a little bit cause it does take a while, my dear."
"I'm going to throw you over board for calling me that."
Mal doesn't really like being called "My dear" or "my love" or something else like that.
"How 'bout you go fly around instead and not try to your brother, Savy?"
Mal looked up with a little surprise in their face. Mal was a myth of this 6-7 ft tall bird that people thought could easily kill and destroy a whole city. Being able to fly with no one asking, "What the hell is that?" Was just fun to do for them, and Jack knew this.
"Go on, go have your fun while we are traveling to Tortuga, but be back before sunrise!"
Jack had to yell that last part because Mal was all ready off the ship and flying off. Where the crew was, everyone was asleep. Will was trying to sleep, but he kept having these awful nightmares about all of his insecurities. From his looks, his body, etc.
|| Will's dream||
Will was getting a new pair of pants, but they didn't fit, and when he looked in the, he didn't look like who he was in reality. He looked more chubby, and his face looked very unattractive. The door opened to show a very beautiful woman. When she looked up at Will and started to laugh at him. He started to hear more laughing and turned around to see everyone he knows, laughing at him. He ran till he stopped. He saw his morning and father arguing
"DON'T YOU KNOW YOUR OWN SON, BE IS A PAIN IN THE ASS. ALL HE DOES IS TALK TO DAMN MUCH. HE SHOULD JUST THROW HIMSELF OVER BOARD!"
Will remembered hearing those words from his mother. His mother was never nice to him. She would call him names, slap him, and yell at him. Will's dad, Bill Turner, was the only one who protected him from his mother.
"Will is just being a kid. Let him be."
"A KID? HE IS THE MOST ANNOYING KID EVER. HOW THE HELL DID YOU RAISE HIM, NORMAL?"
"Please, my love, let Will be himself."
"If you don't throw him off this boat, I will."
With that, his mother walked off. Then it faded to dark and went back to Port Royal, where everyone was still laughing, but Jack, Mal, Elizabeth, and Farie weren't there until he got picked up by Jack in a loving way. Him and the three other just stood there smiling at him until they started to melt away, screaming for help, but Will had his hands held up over his head. Everyone who was laughing at him and his mother were there, telling him how horrible he is.
||End of Dream||
Will sat up in the bed, on the verge of tears. He looked around, and all the crew members were asleep still. Will quietly got out of bed and walked out to the main deck to see if he could come down before going back to sleep. He stood by the railing to watch the waves, not seeing Jack at the wheel.
"What are you doing out of bed, Savy?"
Will turned around in surprise but then clamed when he saw Jack.
"I couldn't sleep, so I came out here to help."
"Did you have a nightmare?"
Will looked up at the word "nightmare," making him a little sad because of what the dream was.
"Yes, but it's fine, but I'll go back to bed when I'm done out here, I promise."
"Will you?"
Jack was getting a feeling that Will was lying.
"Yes, I will, I promise."
"You're lying."
Will shot his head back to see Mal leaning against a pole.
"You can't say you had a horrible nightmare. It's hard to go back asleep."
Will looked down, knowing Mal is right, but didn't want to say anything.
"Here, you can sleep in my bed and go to sleep when you do. Are you scared to sleep with the crew?"
Will looked at Jack and nodded. He was happy he could sleep in Jack's bed.
"Thank you, Jack."
Will said, getting up to go over to Jack's room.
"Smooth, you did so good."
"Quiet with the sarcasm. How was the fly?"
"Good, thank you."
"Welcome. Now come on, you need to watch the wheel now."
"Why?.... Oh, you want to sleep with Will, don't you?"
"Yes, but don't tell anyone."
"Ok, deal."
As Will was laying down in Jack's bed, he started to realize something. He might be in love with Jack. He has been acting different towards him. He might like Jack and Jack might like him too, he thought as he fell asleep.