Felix is haunted by a dream demon that has been giving him terrible nightmares for the past few nights. It finally got so bad that Felix couldn't get any sleep and the members got worried. But now the demon wants even more...
(This one-shot is based on a poem by a poet from my country.)
(⚠️MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH⚠️)
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Felix wakes up again from a terrible nightmare. He looks at the clock and realizes that he hasn't even slept for an hour. Felix sighs in exhaustion, but then quickly puts his hand over his mouth so as not to wake up his roommate, Seungmin. Luckily the younger one is a heavy sleeper.
Felix sits up and thinks about the old days. Of the days when he was still able to sleep without a care in the world and got more than six hours of sleep. But Felix can only daydream about these days.For four days now, Felix has not been able to sleep for more than an hour without being woken up by a nightmare. Before he had gotten at least three to four hours of sleep, but now sleep is just a wish that will never come true.
"Ugh..." Felix groans tiredly and then lies on his back again. He just stares at the ceiling and waits until the next morning comes. Normally it goes by after hours, but in these moments Felix falls into a trance and doesn't think about anything
It's almost like sleeping. Time flies by and Felix doesn't notice anything around him, but he is wide awake and dead tired.As soon as the first ray of sunlight touches Felix's face, he is released from this trance and sits up. His whole body hurts and he feels the pain in every single one of his limbs. It's as if Felix hasn't slept, eaten or drank anything in years. Felix feels dead and yet he stands alive on two legs. He struggles to get out of bed and tries to be as quiet as possible because he actually still has two hours until he has to get up and so he doesn't want to wake Seungmin.
Felix always gets up at the first ray of sunshine because he has to get ready. He removes the dark circles under his eyes as best he can and takes three painkillers at once, which last until lunchtime. Then he has to take another two at midday and so that he gets at least a few minutes of sleep he takes another two before bed. Seven painkillers in one day, every day... That's definitely not healthy, especially when he claims to have eaten a lot to calm his members down, even though he hasn't thought about food for days.
Anyone standing around him can see that Felix has lost 5 kilos in the last four days without moving much, as the last few days have only been recording, but no one really wanted to talk to the boy about it.Only SKZ can help him and they don't notice anything at first or believe Felix's lies too easily.
Changbin once caught Felix sitting in the living room at 6 a.m. even though he didn't have to get up until 8 a.m. Changbin was on his way to the gym at the time and wasn't actually expecting anyone.
In his defense, Felix claimed that he wanted to go to the gym with Changbin and so Felix had to do some exercise that day in addition to being exhausted.
But it went on like this for days. As soon as a member asked him about his unusual behavior, he always came up with a lie that saved him, but only got him into more trouble. But Felix wouldn't be Felix if he couldn't handle something like that.
And so Felix makes himself even worse than he already is...But no matter how hard he tries to lie to his members and continue to pretend to be the well-known 'sunshine', his members slowly notice how Felix looks more and more tired and laughs less. Sometimes Felix misses his schedule and arrives late or he just stares into the space and doesn't notice one of his friends talking to him. His members notice how Felix is only physically present, but his mind wanders away, but they don't know why. Felix goes to bed earlier than all of them and Seungmin also thinks that Felix always sleeps soundly when he goes to bed. But what Seungmin doesn't know is that Seungmin always catches him at the exact moment when Felix can actually close his eyes and have a few minutes of peace.
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FELIX X SKZ OT8
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