Ambrosius x balister smut and fluff

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HEAVY ANGST!
PANIC ATTACK!

Setting:
Ambrosius and balister have an argument and ambrosius says some really mean stuff and balister walks out and doesn't come back for a while

time: 20:30

Ambrosius POV:

Me and bal where in the middle of a silly argument about him blaming himself for nimonas death, and obviously like the 'kind' boyfriend I am I said it wasn't his fault and that brings us to where we are now.

"WELL OBVIOUSLY IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT, STOP BLAMING YOURSELF FOR FUCKS SAKE!!"
I yelled not realizing what I had done. Until I heard soft sniffles and sobs, I looked up to see bal softly crying with his hand over his mouth presumably to cover his noises.
Only then did I realize what I did.
I had shouted at him.
Something he very much dislikes.
"I am so sorry ba-"
I was cut of by bal shouting back at me.
"WELL CLEARLY YOUR NOT SORRY THOUGH ARE YOU?" he shouted as tears began to flow down his cheeks. He then turned around and stormed of to our bedroom slamming the door straight after.
I looked down at the ground as my own tears started streaming down my own face, my throat burning, chocking on my own sobs.

Balister POV:

I turned away from ambrosius and headed straight for our bedroom slamming the door as hard as I could after.
Now chocking on my own sobs.
I grabbed a plain black hoodie that was on the bed and picked up the bag that was sitting in the corner of the room, knowing exactly what the contents was.
I put my hoodie on and pulled my hood over my head and made my way to the front door only to be stopped by ambrosius grabbing onto my hoodie sleeve.
"Let me go".
I said as coldly as I could despite having tears still running down my face.
"Look I just want to tal-"
I cut him of "talk? You want to talk to me? Never again."  And with that I stormed out of the house and made my way to the park to be alone for a while.

Ambrosius POV:  ⚠️panic attack starts here⚠️

'What have I done?' I've definitely gone and fucked up, I saw the bag bal had that didn't mean anything good. I wonder where he went? Come to think of it I don't think he wants to see me anymore. Before I knew it my breathing started to get faster same with my heart rate.
I was having a panic attack.
My knees buckled as I fell to the floor, now full blown crying.
I didn't know how to stop and calm down, usually bal would help me but he's gone....
...... he's.....gone....
Black spots started to cloud my vision, as my world went dark and I lost consciousness.

Balister POV:

I arrived at the dessolate park, empty and abandoned. I walked up to a bench and sat down now emptying the contents of my bag.
I took out a pre-roll and some matches, I struck the match against the side of the box now lighting it. I held it up to the end of the pre-roll and lit it waving the match out so it didn't burn my fingers.
I took a long drag, a bit to much for me to handle because I coughed it all back up, before going in for a second drag this time more suitable for my capacity. This went on until I had finished the whole thing. Only now realizing that it had been three hours since I had left. I had to get back home, and fast.

15 minutes later

I arrived back home to find the house very quiet, maybe a little to quiet. I looked around in search for ambrosius, only to find him unconscious in the hallway. I rushed up to him and tried to wake him up, about a minute or so passed and he slowly started to wake up.
"Hmm?..."
He questioned not knowing his surroundings that well.

Ambrosius POV:

I was slowly being shaken awake by someone.
"Hmm?..." I questioned not knowing my surroundings that well.
"AMBROSIUS!!!"
I looked next to me to see a very upset bal.
"hey... Bal.."
"What happened!" bal questioned worry lacing his tone. "I had a panic attack when you left and passed out." I replied bluntly.
"Oh"
"Yeah... Oh"
"I'm so sorry ambs if I would have known I wouldn't hav-"I cut him of by kissing him. He immediately melted into the kiss.
"Your fine you don't need to apologize. I'm the one who needs to apologize. I'm sorry ok I just didn't know what came over me I really hope you can forgive me."
"I forgive you ambs."
I stood up and walked me and bal to the bedroom to go to bed. We both got changed and clambered into bed, tangled in each other's embrace. Immediately falling asleep.

THE END

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Hey guys third one today I guess I was feeling generous think yourself lucky. Anyways comments as usual are for suggestions and feedback for me. I wont be posting for 1-2 day bc I have coursework to do.
Bye for now my lovelies. ❤️
-milo out
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