shit life

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I woke from a terrible nightmare . I quickly took my pills with water.ugh I have a pounding headache.
I heard my dad downstairs yelling at me.
"Yes dad"
"You little son of a b*tch , you are worthless pathetic you do shit like painting literature which is ridiculous like who the f*ck does that . Become something like doctor , engineer or something"
"You are as useless and pathetic and sl*t just like your mom she left us and I know you will also be a wh*re just like her"
"That's enough dad she is not a wh*re "
"She is"
"Newsflash she left us because of your   harassment , you have such a conservative mind like women are made just for kitchen and she was done with it so she left you and guess what you are the wh*re who watches p*rn at night smokes, drinks alcohol"
He slapped right across my face leaving a stinging pain , I am pretty sure it left a mark .
I went to my room locked it sat on the floor tears escaped my eyes and I let out some quite sobs thinking about my shit life . I deserve better. I am all lonely . I went to my bathroom and decided whether do it or not I took the blade and slit my wrist . Blood was oozing out but I didn't die.
I was in pain so much pain too hard to handle all alone.
I didn't realize when I fell asleep on the floor. I slept and missed all my classes of Wednesday.
There were missed calls and texts from Luke asking where I was I sent him text back saying I was fine but was not in a mood to come. He bought my lie and didn't question me further.

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