HIS DEADLY OBSESSION

SUFFERINGS -2

14 years old jungkook is standing infrond of the mirror half naked. He caresses his cheek there is a deep scar, he chuckle himself. That was a gift from his mother for asking for his favourite chocolate. His daze land on his upper body his eyes filled with tears there was a number of scars on his body. Tears rolled down from his eyes.

Jungkook : WHY MOM. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU FOR HATING ME THIS MUCH!!!?  I'M CRAVING FOR SOME CARE MOM.,...... SOME LOVE MOM. WHY DO YOU HATE ME THIS MUCH. YOU NEVER LET ME CALLED YOU MOM. WHY.... WHY.......

He took a blade in his hand and looked at his hand with teary eyes. He made a cut on his arms and breaths heavly. He is trying to reduce his pain in heart.  He made one more cut and fell on the floor while breathing heavly. He close his eyes tears slide down from his eyes and it hide on his raven hair. He felt some relaxation in his heart. After some time he dresses his hand and wore a full sleeve shirt.
When ever he bullied in school or punished by her mother he used to abuse his own body.

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One day jungkook is walking through the school corridor. A few  students blocked his way and start to bully him. They grabbed his bag and threw it somewhere and starts to punch him while cursing him using bad words. Jungkook closed his eyes tightly and gritted his teeth . His body and mind filled with anger, sadness, his lonliness and the pain he endured during those past years  . He clenched  his fist tightly and punched one of the boy who bullied him. He brock that boy's nose in that single punch. Then he  started to punch the other students . He let out His all sadness and anger there, for the first time.

That day principal called liya to his school. Every time he used to hung  his head down but.... This time he stood there, looking at them straightly.  He has a satisfied smile on his face. Thst day his mother gave  him a new name ...... BEAST.....

BEAST..... BEAST..... BEAST...... He mumbled that name several time in his heart and He accepted that name wholeheartedly.

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That day they reach to home. liya shouted at jungkook and  took his favourite leather belt to beat him but she startled in middlel. She felt fear. That thig fell from her hands. This is the forst time she is having a mixed feeling like this. There jungkook broke the daining table with his hand and picked  a big piece of gless with his bloody hand. He looked direct into her eyes. Blood  drops dripping from his hand on  the floor through that glass piece. He walked towards her slowly with firing eyes. She walked backward with her trembling legs . Jungkook observed her all action and an DEVIL smirk formed on his lips.

Jungkook: why did you stop MOM. COME ON BEAT ME..... BEAT ME AS MUCH AS TOU WANT COME ON MOM ....MOM.....( He spit his blood mixed saliva on the floor) MOM!!!!! ARE  YOU REALLY A MOM. NO YOU ARE A SHAME OF ALL THE MOTHER IN THIS WORLD. YOU ARE   A DEVIL. YOU  LOVES ONLY YOUR PROFESSION. YOU NEVER EVER CARED ABOUT ME. YOU PUNISHED ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF ANIMAL...... ANIMAL....... YES YOU MAKE ME AS AN ANIMAL........ ( he laughed louder and louder. liya felt her heart will stop now.) BEAST........ YES I'M A BEAST.......... A BEAST IN A HUMAN FORM..... YOU MADE ME LIKE THIS......... ( he pressed that glass peice to her throat a little and it made a small cut) NOW ON YOU LAY A SINGLE FINGER ON ME, YOU WILL SEE THE REAL HELL. DON'T DARE TO INTERFACE IN MY LIFE OR I WILL KILL YOU.

with that he made deep cut on her cheek as like the cut on his face.  He  looked at her in satisfaction who is  crying harder while holding her bleeding cheek. Jungkook throw that glass into the floor and walk towards his room. He stood infront of mirror and removed his full sleeve shirt and looked his hand which has  several cuts. He touch all the cuts and growled devilishly.

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The next day he went to school all student looked at  him in fear, now no one dare to come close to him. He liked that ..... No loved that feeling. He accepted that he is a.....BEAST....... Now he understood that being silent is the stupid thing.

He left his parents house and starts to live in his grandparent's house. His mother did a plastic surgery on her face .from that day she scared to come in front of him. Mr Dae devoloped his business in korea. He became a successful business man . But failed to be a good father.

jungkook starts to live alone . He no longer wants someone's care and love.  He stopped  hurting himself and he tattooed his hand to cover that scars made by himself  he lerned boxing. Like wise he hide himself in darkness. That the pure human who craves for some care and love.

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But........  everything changed..... With in few seconds. A man  like  an ANGEL stepped into his life while showing some care for him. He fell for that beautyful ambor eyes deeply and strongly like he have no way to back. He fell in love with that angel in their first meet.

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