HIS DEADLY OBSESSION

MY ANGEL

Present time

Jungkook :  I SAW AN ANGEL...... HE WAS SO BEAUTYFUL LIKE A REAL ANGEL.....MY ANGEL..... MINE...... MY PRINCESS....... YOU ENTERED IN MY LIFE WHILE SHOWING SOME CARE. YOU AWOKE ALL EMOTIONS I HIDE DEEP IN SIDE MY HEAET. I JUST CRAVING FOR YOU MY LOVE...... I WILL DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU. THIS BEAST IS CRAVING FOR YOUR LOVE PRINCESS( tears rolled from his eyes)  AM I THAT MUCH BAD....... DON'T I HAVE  RIGHT TO GET SOME LOVE...... I ONLY WANT YOU LOVE........ I LOVE YOU...... MORE THAN ANYTHING.
WITH OUT YOU I WILL DIE MY ANGEL.... I CAN'T... I CAN'T...YOU ARE THE REASON OF MY BREATH ..... MY ANGEL.....WITH OUT YOU I WILL DIE.... I WILL DIE.... MY LOVE..... YOU ARE TOO PURE LIKE A FLOWER... BUT..... I'M A TOTAL BEAST FILLES WITH DARKNESS.

He  opens his eyes and wipes his tears and turn back to see his angel's face. He careses his  cheek and red nose and place a small kiss on his nose.

jungkook : I WISHED TO  HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS  AND  I WANT TO SAYS THAT HOW   BADLY AND MADLY I AM  IN LOVE WITH YOU.... HOW I TURNED LIKE THIS ..... HOW I AM HARD TO BREATH WITH OUT YOU..... HOW I MADLY ADDICTED TOU YOU,   YOUR HEAVENLY  FRAGRANCE  YOUR PRETTY FACE THAT SMILE EVERY THING EVERYTHING RELATED TO YOU.....THERE IS A BEAST INSIDE ME WHO SCREAMS FOR YOUR LOVE......MY ANGEL.... MY PRINCESS...... I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU ALL THE CRAZYNESS IN MY SOUL..... I LOVE  YOU...... MY BABY.... MY ANGEL MY PRINCESS.....I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY  LESS THAN TOMORROW.

He strock that silky hair  and smiled a little at him.

Jungkook : YOU KNOW MY LOVE... AFTER YEARS I START TO SMILE FROM THE MOMENT YOU CAME  TO MY LIFE. YOU ARE THE ONE WHO GAVE BACK MY SMILE TO ME  BUT...... BUT I MADE YOU CRY...... I DON'T DESERVE YOU........ I DON'T DESERVE NO ONE IN MY LIFE..... I ONLY WANT YOU..... BUT..... I'M NOT GOOD FOR YOU. YOU ARE  JUST A PURE INNOCENT ANGEL.... BUT I'M A BEAST.... TOTAL DEVIL....... I DESERVE THIS LONELY LIFE.........

he stood from there and looked at his angel with his longing eyes.

Jungkook : WHAT WILL HAPPENS I'M ONLY YOURS.... BUT I CAN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE... I WANT TO SEE YOUR SMILE  NOT YOUR TEARS. WILL YOU BE HAPPY, IF I STAY AWAY FROM YOU,  THEN..... ( Tears flows through his cheeks) I'M READY TO ENDURE MY PAIN.. I WILL HIDE MY PAIN INSIDE MY DARKNESS FOR YOU.... ONLY FOR YOU.....

he kissed his forehead lightly and held his hand and kissed it lovingly. His tears continuously touched his skin. At last he knelt near his feet ant hold it on his hand and caresses a little  and kissed all fingers one by one.

Jungkook :  WHEN I CAN KISS YOUR THIS PRETTY FINGERS AGAIN MY LOVE.......I'M SURE I CAN'T ENDURE IT MORE...... I WILL DIE WITH OUT YOU.... (  he hugged his leg while crying) I LOVE YOU... MY ANGEL..... WITH MY WHOLE HEART AND LIFE.... I ONLY LOVE YOU.... I ONLY CRAVEING FOR YOU...... I WANT YOU..... I........ I..... WANT YOU...... BUT..... I CAN'T HURT YOU ANYMORE..... MY LOVE..... MY ANGEL..... MINE..... MINE..... MY PRINCESS....... MY LOVE..... MY DEADLY OBSESSION....... MY ANGEL...... ANGEL..... Angel.........

After some times He wiped his tears and stood up from  the ground and walked towards the balconey . He held the door tightly and looked back . He looked at his angel last time and jumped out from there.

After a few second Taehyung opend his eyes and sat on the bed. His ambour eyes filled with tears and with in second that rolled down from his eyes. He cried harder and harder. He hide his face in to his palms. Now he understood the source of that manly strong fragrance . He toucheed his feet he can see some tear drops on his feet. He touches that tear drops he felt like his heart is burning.

Taehyung : why..... Why do you love me like this...... I'm nothing infront of your love....... I'm sorry........i'm sorry......i'm sorry............

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The next morning taehyung woke up with a hard head ache. His face was fluffy and his eyes were red because of  continuous cries. He sat on the bed while rubbing his head. He  sniffied hard and his favourite manly smell hits his nostrill. Tears formed in his eyes. He cryied silently. He closed his eyes and remembered all the things happend yesterday. Fe felt a pang on his heart.

He closed his eyes more tightly, now he can see a boy smiling with his bunny teeth. Slowly slowly that smile faded  and that smile on his face turned in to a scared expression . That boy is sitting inside the dark room,hugging his knees while begging to his mother. That face faded and a 16 years boy with mysterious emotions appered on his closed eyes.
At last a face appered on his eyes. A man with strong manly smell in black hoodies , long hair strands covering  his eyes, looking him with crazy eyes. That boy madly  in love with his new professor because he shows some care for him.

Taehyung : why.......jungkook why do you love me like this...... I can see endless love in your eyes. Am i worthy for that love.

He wide opend his eyes when he remembered his last words. He hurriedly stood from the bed and rushed towards bathroom. He took a quick bath and dressed himself and drove towards university. He rushed towards jungkook's class to find him with a small smile . But his smile fades when his eyes land on the empty chair in the last raw.

Somehow he took lessons  and went to his cabin. He sits in his chair and hide his face into his arms while crying silently.  He lift his head and looked at the broken mirror in the wall. He remembered the thing that he slapped that boy. Unkwoingly his hand touches his lips. More tears slide down from his eyes.

Somehow he spent that day in collage. At the night taehyung is  eagerly waiting for jungkook but he felt disappointment . The whole night he waited for that man   It reapeated for the  next two days.

Taehyung felt some uneasiness in his heart. He searched students history on the next day.  his eyes sparkled a little when he found about jungkook. He  set that address in his phone and he rushed towards his car  and drove towards that location.

HE CLEARED HIS WAY TOWARDS HELL, WHERE THAT BEAST LIVING WITH HIS DARK LIFE.

After 30 minutes taehyung's car stopped infront of a big mansion. He got out from the car and looked at the surroundings. He let out a deep sigh and ring the bell  but no one opened the door so he pushed the door a little and it opened. Taehyung smiled a little  and stepped inside into that darkness.

He hesistanly walked inside that house while observing everything in that house. He walked through a corridor but he stopped in his path when he felt a similar smell. He sniffed deeply and widened his eyes. Yes it was his fragrancee. That lavender smell. He turns towards the that side from where that  smell. The way ended in a room.  He placed his hand on the knob and twisted it. His eyes first landed on some canvases laying on the corner of the room messily. He walks towards that canvases and he startled in the middle. That canvases was full  that beast's pathetic past life. Every canvase screems the darkness and lonliness of that man. He covered his mouth and closed his eyes while sobbing hard. He can't watch that paintings. He felt immence pain in his heart.

He titles his head towards another side
but his eyes went wide when he saw that  side . The wall  room filled with his photos.  He looks every photos in amusement. He glup the lumb on this throat  and looks every paintings.His eyes become glossy and touches  that paintings with his shivering hand.

He sobbed  when he found that jungkook is loveng him this crazily because that room filled with his paintings of his every day looks. Every night memories.

He caresess all the photos with his fingures at last his eyes stuck on a photo, he looks that photo with unreadable emotions. Finally he caresses that painting with his fingure  where their lips are connected together. He looked at that photo for a few  minutes and his eyes land on another painting. His eyes filled with tears. There  taehyung is sleeping in the bed  jungkook sitting beside him while looking at his sleeping face with his love sick eyes while holding his hand.

Taehyung : ( tears flowed out from his eyes) H... E.... IS... INSA......NE.. IN.. LOVE....

Taehyung whispered himself while breathing heavily while staring at the canvases. But he jolt in his place when he heard the door opening sound. He turned nack   and looked at the person who is standing infront of him with  teary eyes.

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