Saved by fate

Caring for my girl

Bear's POV

after metting the party planner for jammies birthday party. jammie and i headed upstairs to my room. if you didnt know jammie like i did you wouldnt see that this little girl was dead on her feet. all i wanted to do was pick her up and carry her, but i didnt think she would like that very much at this moment. sadly she was in her big girl space, but i knew she needed to slip i just didnt know how to get her to with out scaring her. this is all new to me as well as her. maybe i could call my sister, she seems to know a lot more about this than i do.

"jammie why dont you go and take a nice warm bath and i will go see about something to eat?" i told her with a hint of concern in my voice.
but i didnt seem like she heard me at all. once we walked into my room she just stood there staring off into space she looked kinda sad. but why i couldnt tell you.

"baby whats wrong your aful quiet for someone who is planning a party?" i ask her and yet again she doesnt hear me i slowly walk over to her and pull her into my arms finaly getting a reacton from she. she gasps and snaps her head up at me like she had forgotten i was even in the same room as her.
putting my concern for her to the side i picked her up and put her in my hip.

"baby girl i have been talking to you but you werent listing to daddy, whats wrong" i ask a little bit more firmly making sure i had her full attention.
and what i got as an answer was not what i was expecting. my poor baby girl started sobbng.

"oh baby please talk to me. what do you need." now i am in a full panic i need to call my sister but i can not leave jammie here like this
"how can i plan this birthday without my mom, hell i dont even have a mom!" she sob pusing her head into my neck

'oh baby girl' i thougt to myself this poor girl has missed out on so much love and happiness in life and it is braking my heart, and what is even more sad is i dont even know how to help her.
"baby i know your sad right now and i will do everything in my power to try to make you feel better but right now i need you to take a few deep breaths and maybe have a relaxing bath like i had tried mentioning earlier hmmm doesnt that sound nice a warm bubble bath?" i ask her hoping she would take the option.

she sniffels while rubbing her eyes before nodding her head. i sit her down onto my bed and walk over to the connected bathroom to get her bath ready for her. once that was ready i went out and helped her updress and into the warm water.
"okay baby you just sit here and relax im going to find you something yummy to eat." i tell her as i make my way to the door. as i was just about to close the door to pull out my phone i hear her soft voice call for me.

"yes baby?" i ask poking my head just inside the door.
"i just wanted to say thank you daddy and that i love you." she said softly
"i love you too, i will be back as soon as i can okay just relax." i say closing the door and called my sister for she is the only one i knew that could help me.

steping into the hall away from my room i held my phone up to my ear waiting for her to answer.

"hey bubba whats up?"
"hey i need to make this quit but i need your help on a few thing."
"umm okay?"
"jammie is planning a birthday ball and is upset that she cant plan it with her mom cause she doesnt have one, and i want to help with that but i have no clue how, and i need her to slip into little space cause with all of the planing has stressed her out and she in her big girl space but i dont know how to help with that either without scaring her."
"oh bubba, okay first mom and i can come help with her being with you, you know mom already sees her and a daughter im shure she would be more than thrilled to step in for her, and second it wont scare her if you put her into little space she loves and trust you."
"i know she does but im still new to this so i dont know how and i dont want to ask luca because he is her new adoped dad now that would be just a little weird dont you think?"
"well if you put it that way yeah, okay here is what your going to need to do."