Why do I gotta do this alone? Why I gotta love somebody who doesn't love me back? Here I am crying over a fool when fools are too foolish to even know what tears are for. I swear I tried to move on, but I'm stuck and it ain't fair...
My grandmomma told me fair is a place where they judge pigs, well it's about time for you to judge that pig, because that's what he is... what he's been! I'm tryna learn to take my blame too.
Getting pregnant at 15 by a boy from the other side of the tracks, what the hell was I thinking??? My momma warned me though. He was just so different... is different. And TJ looks just like him. It burns me up to know somebody so precious to me came from somebody so selfish. Ima tell him about hisself the next time I see his broke ass! I know I keep saying that, but every time I do he warms my heart. But, this time is different. I don't have a heart left for him to set on fire. Well, I guess that's all until tomorrow. Angie's mom is sick and I told her I'll give her a ride to get some medicine. She better hope one of these stores got some left.
Half the world been getting sick. Matter of fact, my ass is wearing two masks today. Iain't got time to be playing with these folks!
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