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Ashley's POV

"Where the hell is it? I know it's up here." I mumbled to myself trying to find my wallet.

I huffed and jumped reaching on the top shelf in my closet. As I did my arm knocked down a box. What the hell is that? Maybe I put my wallet in there.

I bent down grabbing the box opening it up. Inside was sex toys. Oh shit, I forgot about these. Robin gave them to me so I could tease him and Ivan again.

Fuck it, my wallet can wait. Thinking about me teasing them has me turned on. I'm so glad my mom is at work so I don't have to be quiet.

I grabbed the prostrate massager thing and a flesh light along with lube. I took off my clothes and got on my bed. I put lube on the massager and bit my lip putting it in me. Shit it already feels good. And this lube is great, I didn't really need prep.

I turned it on and I already became a moaning mess. It feels so good. I lubed up my cock and the flesh light using that too.

"Oh god fuck" I moaned loudly.

It's too good. I need more. I need Robin and Ivan now.

I took out my phone and took a few pictures and a short video.

"Sh-shit" I went harder with the flesh light.

I already want to cum. I don't think I can hold it in I'm going to cum.

I quickly grabbed my phone and recorded me cumming moaning very loud. Damn that was quick, I guess not doing it for a while does that to you.

"F-fuck where's the button" I panted trying to turn off the massager.

I stopped the video and took out the toy. I grabbed the remote for it and turned it off. Sighing I grabbed my phone once again sending everything to Robin and Ivan. Just for fun.

I got up from my bed and walked out to go to the bathroom to wash off. As I went out I saw Justin. Oh shit.

I quickly ran back to my room and locked myself in. When did he get here? Did he hear me moaning? Oh god what do I do. I'm so embarrassed.

I put on a random dirty shirt along with a pair of dirty shorts. I have to wash them anyways so it doesn't matter. I walked out of my room with my head down holding in tears.

"Are you okay Ash?" Justin asked.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't know you were here"

"It's okay bud. We all do that so it's nothing to be embarrassed about. I didn't realize that you were coming out or I would've just stayed in your moms room"

"Oh god you heard me" I covered my face.

"It's alright I promise. What you're doing just means that you're healthy and growing."

"Y-you're not mad? Or disgusted? You're not going to yell at me calling me a whore?" I looked up at him tears in my eyes.

"What the hell? I would never do that. Ashley it is a completely normal thing to do."

"But my dad-"

"You're dad is an asshole. He only cares about himself and gets pleasure by hurting people. Everything that he has ever told you try to forget about it."

"I wish you were my real dad" I whispered going into the bathroom.

Oh god I hope he didn't hear me say that. Tears started to form and I slid down the door. I'm scared. I'm scared trusting Justin. What if he's just trying to be nice so he can hurt mom and I?

He's going to hurt us once he marries my mom and it's going to be my fault because I agreed with him proposing. I gave him too much trust. Why am I even trusting him? Why am I trusting another man with my mom?

"Ashley? Are you okay?" Justin knocked.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!"

"What's wrong bud?"

"DONT HURT ME PLEASE IM SORRY! PLEASE DONT HURT US IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY!"

"Ashley open the door, what's wrong?" The doorknob jiggled.

I quickly hid in the tub covering my body with my arms. I'm going to get hurt. He's going to hurt me. I shouldn't have yelled. Now I'm going to get beaten up.

"Ashley calm down. I'm right here. No one else. You're safe" arms were wrapped around me in a hug.

"Don't hurt me. I'm sorry."

"I won't hurt you. I will never hurt you. Try to relax. Breathe in and out."

I took in a shaky breath and slowly let it out. I did it a few more times and I was a bit calmer.

"What happened bud? Did I say something to hurt you?"

I looked at who was holding me and it's Justin. Looking around no one else was here.

"Ash?"

"I-I'm sorry. I just...I don't know what happened" I whispered out.

"Was it a panic attack? How you were screaming it didn't sound like it was actually towards me"

"M-maybe. I think...I'm sorry"

"Don't be sorry. You went through a lot as a kid. Something that no one should go through."

"Justin, I'm scared for my mom to get married. I'm scared that once you marry her that you'll hurt her. I don't want my mom to be hurt again"

"I swear to you, I swear on everything that I will never hurt your mom or you. I will wait till you trust me enough to propose. How about that?"

"No, I want you to propose. I want my mom to be happy. Even if I'm scared of losing her to someone else, I want her to be happy"

"You will never lose her. She will always be there for you. Ashley the reason why it took us so long to actually date each other was because she didn't want you to feel like you were losing her. You are her world, her everything."

I leaned on Justin letting all of my tears out. Even though I'm still scared I know that he won't hurt us. I know that he's good.

^^outfit is for next chapter, I just didn't want to add 2 images^^

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