Started With Little School (BxBxB) [NOT DDLB OR AGE PLAY]

18

Ashley's P.O.V

I walked out if Robin's bathroom and saw both him and Ivan talking and crying about me.

"R-Robin?" I chewed my lip.

"Yes babe, i mean, Ashley" Robin looked over at me

"C-can i take a bath please?"

"Of course you can" he gave me a sad smile.

I went back to the bathroom and started the bathwater. I took off my clothes and looked at my body through the mirror.

Scars all over my body my ribs showing, everything is just disgusting.

I got down on my knees and opened the cabinet under the sink trying to find something to stop my pain. I couldn't find anything so I got back uo and opened Robin's drawer.

"What are you looking for?" Robin asked opening the door.

I turned around and backed up to the sink.

"What were you looking for Ashley?" He asked again.

"N-nothing" i chewed my lip.

"I removed everything that could harm you from the bathroom babe, i knew you one day you would came back here and do something like that"

I looked down at my feet and started to cry. I heard the water stop and i was picked up and put in the tub.

"Take your bath then come back to the living room so we can talk" Robin leaned in and was about to kiss my head but he stopped himself "dont take too long"

Robin got up and left the bathroom. I looked down in the tub and I noticed bubbles and some bath toys. Did he put these in here when i wssnt paying attention.

I grabbed a rubber duck and i squeezed it making it squeak. I smiled and i grabbed a shower crayon and started to write on the wall of how im going to rule the world.

Step one, gather up all of the corgis and train them to be cute yet vicious, well, they have the cute part already down. Step two, have a pillowfort hideout. Step three get a disguise, maybe a purple corgi outfit so all of the corgis know that I'm the leader.

I giggled and kept writing my plan on the tile wall. I keep slipping more and more into little space giggling to myself till i couldn't write. I grabbed a toy boat and a random Barbie mermaid doll and pretended that the titanic didn't sink because of the Iceburg but because of a beautiful siren sang a song making it crash. Wow, that's kinda dark.

"Ashley, it's been almost an hour, are you okay in there" Ivan knocked on the door.

I ignored him and continued writing how I'm going to rule the world, i have a few ideas.

"Ashley, I'm coming in" Ivan opened the door and he came up to me "what's this little one?"

"My pwan to wule da wowld" I whispered putting the crayon on the side of the tub.

"Step one, gather all of the corgis?"

"No one would expect corgis" i chewed my lip.

"Ashley, all of these are making cute furry animals to be by your side, and you dressing up like them but in purple" Ivan chuckled.

I started to tear up and I wiped it off of the wall making water go everywhere.

"Woah, prince calm down"

"It's stupid, all of it is stupid, I'm stupid, everything is stupid" i cried pulling my knees to my chest

"You are not stupid, never say that about yourself, you are smart, you're wonderful, you're adorable, you're amazing, you-"

"It's just a lie, everything is a lie, I'm always going to be a dumb gross baby, just look at me" I screamed standing up "I'm fat yet you can see my ribs, i puke everytime i eat, i have a dumb baby brain that wont ever let me grow up, i have been abused for most of my life and everyone that i love wants to fucking leave me"

Ivan stared at me speechless. He doesn't know what to say. His mouth is opened but no words are coming out.

"And you aren't saying anything because you know all of it is true" I got out of the tub and grabbed a towel putting it around my waist.

"No, Ashley, it's not true, I'm not saying anything because i don't like how you see yourself like that." Ivan said getting up and hugged me from behind. "You don't deserve that , you dont deserve seeing yourself like that, because what i see is a beautiful guy who is trying to work pass his trauma, a guy who is trying his best in the world"

Ivan turned me around so I'm now facing him. He cupped my cheeks in his hands and he put his forehead against mine. Tears were falling from his face to mine.

"I see someone who is strong, amazing, a great person, and it hurts that you see yourself as a waste of space when you aren't. I never want to leave you, Robin doesn't want to leave you, your mom doesn't want to leave you, the three people who love you the most don't want to ever leave you because we love and care for you every single day. We worry about you every single day." Ivan cried.

"But you and Robin were talking about leaving me"

"We don't want to leave you, but we wanted you to make the choice because we cant force you to stay"

"It's my fault that i made us fight" i cried more putting my face against his chest.

"No it's not, it's mine and Robin's fault, we thought that you would just join in and have fun, we didn't hear you call our names, we're so sorry for what we did, both of us fucked up"

Now it's my turn to not know what to say. I don't even know what to think.

"Let's get you dried up before you get cold, you're already shivering" Ivan grabbed another towel and put it over my head.