I'm finally in the mood for typing so here i go
At last i finally left school for another short period of holidays.
Except there is something different
I feel numb
I have friends except only few are that close to me
No one has ever liked me
I only have few friends but i feel annoying to them mostly
No one has ever crushed on me
Ive dated once but that person dates everyone
they are not significant
I apricate their donation
TO at least give ugly ol me a chance
At least they gave me friendship
And a partner even if for a little while
I enjoyed their company but now it feels like they are the only thing keeping me somewhat happy
I feel numb
I watch out the bus window
None of my friends are with me
Am i just a weird loser that people pretend to befriend but talk shit behind their back
Thats what it feels like
And maybe thats what i am
Just a hopeless loser who cant socialize so they rely on one friend that probably hates them by now
Thats what I am
Usless
No one has ever liked me not boys not girls
I cant socialize.
I just cant.
I'm usless.
No one likes me.
I. am. Stupid.
Stupid.
Stupid.
Stupid.
