Am I ever gonna be good enough
sometimes i wonder if there is even a point to me being here
Am i just useless
Why do I exist
There is no purpose
I'm just a weirdo sitting here
I dont know what I want to do when i get older
Its a lawyer or hairdresser but i want to do something else
I want to write some books
I want to be famous
I like dancing but is there any point to it
I cant even get famous in writing wattpad books
Only my friends have followed me
I want to write stories but no one even reads my fanfics
I want to try something else but I cant
If only there was someway else
you cant get famous from wattpad
I want to write but i dont want to edit that much
How do you put books in books stores the first place
I dont money how do I do it
Even if I did write a book
How do people get them in bookstores
I create my own online shop
To personally sell them first
And then
Maybe then I will Get a chance
I will create some handmade books
not that great but its really the story that matters
I hope someday I will get to do what i want
Instead of being normal
I have always been normal
I want to create an online buisness
I want to write
I want to dance
I want to sing
But my social anxiety is holding me back
I want to dance and sing but I will never get the chance
This small wattpad story is the best
I get to vent
I get to scream and cry and no one reads it
I dont have to folow a story line
I can type watever I want and it wont mess up the story because there is none
This is a space for me a space for me to write
I am thankfull for everyone reading
wheather its a small fanbase or eventually I get famous
I dont know
Not many people make it far in this society
Thankyou
for reading
This is a safe space dont be shy to vent on my page
Share watever you want
Im not that judgy at all
Look how trash my spelling and grammar is
Maybe thats why no one read my stories
If you are a small writer somehow reading this I hope things get better for you I believe in you
If you think no one cares about you then just remeber I will always love you
Even though I'm a stranger on the internet I am thankful for all you have done
♥
