My One And Only || Bill Kaulitz X Y/N

Chapter 4: I Hate You

I'm in my room almost done getting ready to go to the club with Kayla, Bill, Gustav Georg and Tom, I get a text from Bill saying he's here, I put my makeup bag in my purse and walk out of my room, "Cmon Kayla he's here" I say as I stand by the door waiting for her.

After a moment she comes out in a silky pink mini dress, "Girl you look stunning, you might find someone" I say with a smile, we head outside and get in Bills car, the others were riding in Toms car, once we got there Tom and the others were already there.

*𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐩: 𝟒𝟓 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬*

We have been at the club for around 45 minutes, me and Kayla were sitting having a drink together, when I realized I wasn't sure where Bill was, "Hey i'm gonna go look for Bill" As I said that, I got up and walked over to the bar, what I saw made my heart shatters, I saw Bill kissing another girl. And not just any girl, Amy, a bitch who always had a problem with me back in high school, I run outside as tears roll down my face, Kayla sees, and runs after me.

"What happened??" she says as she runs towards me and sits by me on the curb, "I saw Bill kissing another girl" I managed to say as I sit on the curb and cry my eyes out, "Oh that asshole im gonna beat his ass" Kayla says looking pissed, Tom and Gustav saw me outside crying so they came outside curious on what happened and why Bill wasn't out there with me, I told them the situation, "thats so fucked up" Gustav says after i get done explaining it to them.

They felt really bad so they drove me and Kayla home without saying a word to Bill about it. When I got home I didn't feel like doing anything but bawling my eyes out so I just decided to go to sleep.

I wake up at around noon to 50+ notifications from Bill, and a few from Tom, I don't want to hear anything Bill has to say, I saw him, he can't deny it. I didn't feel like eating breakfast, how could I? So I just stayed in bed and decided to sleep a little while longer.

Around two hours later i'm woken from my nap to the annoying door bell ringing, I don't know why Kayla bought that, I sigh and slowly make my way out of bed and to the door, I hesitate to open not sure if it's Bill, I don't want to see his face, I open it to see Tom, "Hey y/n, I know you don't want to talk to him, but Bill really wants to talk to you" Tom says, i can tell he's hopeful i'll agree to talk to Bill, "Yeah damn right I don't want to talk to him, but fine, i'll drive over there in a little while" I reply not wanting to see him but curious to what his explanation is.

*𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐩: 𝟐 𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬*

I've been just sitting on the couch staring at the door hesitant to go to Bills, but it isn't getting any earlier so I decided to go before it got too late.

As i was driving there a tear came down my face, as a realized the person I loved didn't care about me or my feelings, before I knew it I was in his drive way, hesitant to knock on the door, and as soon as I did he answered, "Hey y/n, come in please" he says in a nervous voice while not making eye contact with me, as I walked in he led me to his room, holding back tears we both sat down, "y/n i'm so sorry, I promise it wasn't how it looked, she kissed me out of nowhere" he says while looking to the floor, "i'm sorry Bill i'm going to need proof" i say as tears start to build up in my eyes.

before I could finish my sentence Tom opens the door and walks in holding his phone, he plays a video of that girl kissing Bill, right after she does he jumps up and yells at her, "Oh my god" I whisper in shock, he was telling the truth, I felt bad for not believing him, as tears fall down my face, "Bill i'm so sorry for not believing you" I say as I hug him, "It's okay, I understand how it looked but just know I would never do that to you" he says before kissing me.

That night i decided to stay at Bills house, after I told Kayla the situation she was relieved, I was in the bathroom talking a shower and putting comfortable clothes on, I was wearing soft black short shorts with a black cropped top, as I walked out of the bathroom and into Bills room I could feel his eyes on me like lasers, a few moments pass and we both get into bed, I pull the covers on us as he reaches and grabs my waist and pulls me close to him, as I gaze into his beautiful brown eyes.

•𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 ꨄ

He kisses me I could feel his hands gently move down to my hips, I get chills as I feel him breathing on my skin as he starts kissing down my neck, still kissing me, he removes my shirt and I fell the cold air hit my chest before I feel the warmth from his body touch mine, at that moment my heart was racing with excitement as he took off his pants and as i embraced myself, he removed my shorts and seconds later he slowly entered me, I felt a boost of energy and fire throughout my body as he got faster I grab onto the sheets and I let out small moans, as he tightened his grip on my waist and speeds up more he lets out a few soft moans.

•𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐎𝐟 𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭 ☆

After around 15 minutes we were both laying on his bed out of breath, he kisses my  forehead "I love you" he says in a raspy voice still trying to catch his breath, "I love you too" i reply before drifting off.

I here my phone buzz at around 11:45am, I check while trying to open my eyes and see a text from my aunt wishing me a happy early birthday since my birthday was next week, I reply and then I look over to see that Bill is not in bed, that's strange, I set my phone on his nightstand and I get up and I walk down the stairs and turn the corner into the kitchen surprised to see he made me breakfast, "thank you love" I say before kissing him and grabbing some French toast from the counter.

*𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐩: 𝟏 𝐖𝐞𝐞𝐤*

It's around 9:30 am and i'm in my bathroom getting ready because me, Kayla, Bill, and the rest of my family are going to a restaurant for my birthday, this is a good opportunity for my family to meet Bill, "Kayla help me pick an outfit!" I yell from my room while staring at the giant pile of clothes on my bed, after trying on what feels like my whole closet, we decided on a silky black and pink dress, "Eh it's alright" I say looking at myself in the mirror, Kayla sitting on my bed replies, "Girl shut up you look stunning" she says as she gets up and walks to the living room.

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Note from writer: I haven't updated this book in a while because i'm working on another one right now, but they're should be an update to this one in the next couple of days, Thanks for reading 💋