In the world we live in today, we no longer know who to believe. Because of the past we experienced while we were with them.
Scary isn't it?
I grew up quietly. Not once being able to express myself or feelings because no one is ever ready to listen. And no one understands.
My feelings for them were never valid.
"Ang OA mo naman"
"Ang sensitive mo"
"Wala pa nga yan sa nararamdaman ko, Bata ka pa."
And that hits me, oo nga pala, bata ako...
Kapag bata ka, hindi ka pwedeng mapagod. Kasi para sa kanila, mahina ka. Para sa kanila, mababaw pa lang mga nararamdaman mo.
My tears fell...
I just want to tell at least one person what I feel because my heart is full of pain.
I want to scream until I lose my voice about how tired I am.
Gusto kong ipakita sa kanila kung gaano ko gustong sumuko. Pero paano?
Kung ni minsan, para sainyo, hindi naging valid yung nararamdaman o nararanasan ko...
