perfumed words

Chapter 8 : The Cat

There are different types of people living together in this world and if we try to understand each and every one of them then it will be a pure time waste that's why people prefer making assumptions rather than really understanding ones feelings and the same happened between me and Aryaman , we just met and instead of understanding each other we prefered making assumptions but the correct one , I guess .
By observing his  each and every action I came to a conclusion that he was no different from the men who try to take advantage of a helpless woman .
By the way I don't know what the hell I am going to do now ,I am hissing in silent pain throughout my body and especially my back , I know I have been injured because I could  feel the wetness on my back and it can be nothing other than blood , I am just sitting on the bed in a room  hugging my knees  , where I was first  connected to the canola on my wrist , which is now there on the floor,  still dripping the med . I gradually looked up from the floor and observed the room carefully .
It was surely a luxurious one with the marble Balck walls and  golden dust tape providing it a royal look . There was a 70" LED facing the large, wooden black bed with white wrinkled  mattress on it . To my left , there was a large window with golden curtains but the night was pitch dark with no moon present,  as it was 3:09 am at night .
"Knock*,knock*" I diverted my gaze from the ruffling  curtains to the door . It was open because it's surely not my house  ,where  I can do whatever I want . I wiped my wet cheeks and replied with a  low but annoyed voice .
" I am just leaving in a minute "
" sure but make it fast , I need my room empty " He said , still midway of the door . I was  ofcourse shocked by his reply because in the end he was the one who created this nuisance and even had been violent on me .
Without wasting a minute more , I got up from the bed and arranged it in a manner like how it was ,  still hissing in pain which is killing me silently but I tried to cover it up by taking deep breaths but it could not help much , I wore my shoes and then started taking steps towards the exit .  Aryaman was still standing there beside the door , laying his back on the wall . I quickly passed a gaze towards him and then went out though the door followed by the stairs , and this whole time I could feel someone's  stare on me .

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I was walking through the streets , well it has been fifteen minutes since  I Left his house, he didn't even care to at least give me a ride but I wasn't expecting one too , after what just happened , I was at least having my scarf which was covering my delicate back .  I am still in the same pain and I guess I have endured  it so much that it is gradually converting into nausea , I feel like vomiting now . I don't actually know where it is actually paining because almost my whole body is in pain , especially my back. The pain is now slowly entering my chest from my back . I am just  twenty more minutes away from my so called home . I am continuously providing myself support by repeating  a specific sentence .
Don't worry , nothing happened , it's okay .
But I don't know for how much more time it is going to help .
I am currently not afraid of safety because Japan is a safe country , but it doesn't mean that someone's house is a safe place .

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Blurryness is again surrounding my eyes , I quickly removed my shoes and quitely opened the gate and got in . It was all dark , not even a single  light was switched on and I didn't bother to too because I didn't wanna my parents to wake up and give me another unnecessary lesson . I wore my Flip flop and tried to take every step carefully because it felt like I was  blind , I kept my hands before me trying to figure out where I was actually going in that large house . I took each step with a caution in my brain until my hands finally touched the knob of a door and it was obviously mine . I opened the door and then quitely closed it behind me  .
I switched on the light and finally took a deep breath . It looked like that I finally got to my destination but keeping it aside , I was still in that same  pain and now I could not take it anymore and I was even so dizzy to take any med or cure my fucking wound on my back  , so I just decided to lie on my bed and think of every other thing later on .
Slowly darkness started surrounding the  corner of my eyes .
You know what , If I wanted to , I would have already
I don't know why ?, but still his voice was all I could hear  and even imagining it sends  me shivers , I knew if I would not have shut my fucking mouth at that time , he would have destroyed me whole , would have destroyed my whole body . I could imagine his cruel touch on my waist when he slammed me against the wall , I could still feel his warm chest colliding with that of mine and it embarassed me a lot , his closeness was the thing I could feel at that time , it felt like his breath was still keeping my neck warm but thinking of that disgusts me a lot ,  after whatever happened, I could make  it out that  who so ever girl is written in his destiny is going to meet her cruelest fate ever and I wish I could prepare her from the beginning ,  well the darkness that his eyes held at that  time was just ....., I escaped from my thoughts when  I was fully drowned in dark .