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I think that,
day by day,
I started losing parts of myself.
I had hope I'll somehow man up and finally fight and bring them back.
I did.
I swear to God I did.
But I still lost parts of myself,

everyday that hollow void within my ribcage
would grow bigger and bigger..

and now as I look at myself I see it,
and only it.
The demons stole all the pieces, and here I am
looking at nothing
but suffocating lungs
and a heart that's failing
and in a few minutes, seconds in fact, it will all be over and then my demons will have it all.

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