"Oh my god ruesha you are fucking insufferable." Shortly followed by a harsh sigh.
Katie and rueshas relationship for the past few months had been rocky with ruesha constantly being injured and not being able to use football as an outlet for her stress. She has often been taking it out on her girlfriend of six years, Katie Mccabe.
"Sorry what? I'm insufferable? Your the one who can't bear to be in the same room as me. All I needed was you to be there for me. But you never were. Too busy caught up with teammates to notice. I'm hurting Katie. All I needed was you."
Katie is silent for a few seconds processing what Ruesha is saying.
"I was there rue , but you were too fucking proud to let me in. How can I help you when you build six foot walls around your heart. I can't help you if your not willing to let me."
"But that's not true Katie. You just never cared. Effort ? You know what that means don't you ? You never put any in. I'm trying. *sigh* oh my god I'm fucking trying ...I'm tired of keep trying to keep us afloat. Katie im tired.. Of me ,of you.....Of us. Love shouldn't feel like a chore."
"So now your blaming me yeah ? Oh okay. I see. So because you never spoke out and told me how your feeling I'm just supposed to know? Okay. No thats fine, I see how it is."
"Don't be so fucking sarcastic Katie. You know I don't want to live without you, but your making me want to prove I can. I need time to work on myself. We're just hurting one another. I can't love you when I'm struggling to love myself. I'm sick of fighting with you. I love you Katie Mccabe. But I need to learn to love myself. And I can't do that with you"
"Rue."
"No. Don't 'rue' me now. You've had months to fix things Kate. I can't keep going round in circles with you. I needed you. *katie sobs* My god, I fucking needed you. And where were you huh? Too busy with the rest of the fucking arsenal team to notice me."
"Ruesha I'm sorry. Please don't go."
"Sometimes things are noticed too late kate. Maybe in time we will find each other again. But for now. I love you. And that's why I have to leave."
Ruesha places her house key on the counter.
"I'll be back for my stuff later this week..."
"Ruesha, I love you. Please...." Katie sobs.
"Don't make this harder than it already is Kate." Rue slowly places her hand on the door and sighs.
She takes a deep breath before opening the door. "Bye" she whispers softly before Katie's sobs get louder.
"Run away then , like you always fucking do."
This time. It really was the last time....
A/N
Bit of a different one , more sad than usual , opinions on the not so happy oneshots, what do we prefer ? Let me know.
As always , and requests in the comments, I'll try to get round to them 🙃
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