In my delusions, you were mine:
We were holding hands, happy and in love.. nothing was going on between us.
Everything was perfect, I could stare at you for hours after hours, wondering why I love you so much. Wondering how amazing you are.
We were on a date at the park, having picnics, isn't it adorable? With you on my lap as I play with your hair...your soft curly brown hair.. as I playfully pinched your nose to tease you.
I stare at your brown eyes, Mesmerizing them. Melting from your stares...
Your soft red pinkish lips... kissable.... I pressed my own lips against yours and felt how soft they are.
I was happy...you were happy..we were happy. And...
You were mine and I was yours... But by the time that I woke up from my own delusions...I realized that I'm back in reality, how tragic.
In Reality: you're not mine
In Delusions: You're mine..
Delusions are my only escape from the fact that you.are.not.mine...not anymore.
I miss you
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The unsaid feelings
RomanceUnsaid feelings, thoughts, delusions about you... I have so many words to express to you but I couldn't do it... The weight of unspoken emotions and thoughts can be a heavy burden to carry. Sometimes, fear, uncertainty, or a lack of opportunity can...
