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Ahem....the question is ....

Why the fuck do I still love you?
Why the fuck do I still hope that there's a chance between us?!

Shouldn't I just stop loving you?!
But why the fuck can't I unlove you?!

You're here in my Delusions holding my hand, kissing me all over, giving me attention, being so adorable but goddamnit, Isel.

What did you do to me to make me so obsessed over you?!

You didn't do anything! Except ignoring me while you're gaming while I just let you because I don't want to be a controlling bitch. The late replies, the fucking ..... I don't know anymore!

I love you so much that it fucking hurts thinking you're in love with someone, just what the actual fuck?!

What is wrong with me?!

Why am I so in love with you to the point that I've become so fucking toxic with my significant other just because I can't replace you from my heart.

And here I am doing these cringy ass shits because of my unsaid feelings.

For goodness sake, why cant you hint that I love you so fucking much and I regretfully regret that I let you go ..just why, Babi... I hate myself.. I hate this!!!

I hate you!!! But goddamnit I love you!!!

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