When Everything Changed(Former Medical Mess)

Into the Unknown

As I step out of the hospital many toughts fly trough my mind. Will I be stuck in these diapers for the rest of my live? What is causing this? What if my friends find out? Will my parents change me? Well luckily my parents were able to get me excused from school today. That is the only good thing.

I step into the car and hear my diaper crinkle. As I bucle the seatbelt my parents start questioning me.

-Mike. Do you know why this is happening,my dad asks

-I wish I did,I answer

-Did someone beat you up honey? Tell me,my mom says

-No I was not beat up

-Be honest,my dad says

-I am. I was not beaten up,I declare

Both of my parents stop talking and I start watching my phone. We are heading for the pharmacy to buy diapers before going home. I watch some viedoes to get my mind of that fact. I am a teenager heading to buy diapers,I think. How is this possible?

As we arrive to the pharmacy and step in,waves of embarasment wash over me. I start looking around to insure no one I know is there. I am reliefed to know there is nothing to fear. But even after that realization the feelings of embarasment dont go away completely,this much to my dismay. As we step into the diaper isle my parents start talking with me regarding what diapers to buy. I motion for pull-ups,but they are hesitant since I had a messy accident at the doctors room. In the end we choose to buy some Tena Active Fit Super S tape on diapers for school and some Tena Maxi S tape on diapers for home and the night. When my parents pay for the diapers I blush.

When we get back to the car I bucle myself in. After this I start looking at the diaper packs and reading all the text. The plastic on the active fit diapers worries me. And when it comes to the maxis they will propably be really bulky and easy to notice. 

As we arrive home and I step out of the car I feel the front of my diaper get slightly warm. I choose to not think about it and walk inside. I step into my room and get my school books. I start doing homework. As I do it I feel my diaper get a bit more wet. I almost completely ignore it. Some of the questions are hard,but most I complete really fast. I have good grades in almost all subjects,so it is of no suprise. As I finish the homework I go downstairs to eat. I feel the wet diaper forcing me to slightly waddle. As I go get my food I feel a hand being put inside my pants

-Yep. He is soggy,my mom says

I jump out of shock and ask her why. She tells it is a mom thing to check. I make it clear to her that it would not be necessary to check me and that I am not a baby. He nods,but does say that she will change me after we have eaten.
As I sit down on the table the toughts of all the future diaper changes and embarasments return. I realize that I am truly stepping into the unknown.