i wanted to love him. i wanted to show him happiness. and i tried that, unfortunately it wasn't enough. and i wanted him to want to love me, i didn't want him to just love me. and i wanted the person back from when i first met him. i said the first hello and i will say the final goodbye. there were so many good things i could've done in the four wasted years. instead, my time was spent on bad things, the biggest one being you. this letter/chapter/story is not a romance one. its neither love nor hate. i refuse to let you have any part of my heart, or my feelings, you get nothing. you didn't have a right to hurt me. i was so patient with you, putting up with all of your shit.
I'm finding someone else to love, and he's gonna treat me so much better than you.
oh and one last thing, I'm saying it back to you for the first time after all the times you've said it to me,
fuck you.
