someone OLDER// Neuvillette

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How hard is to love or be loved? They say that Love from your parents is the strongest one of all of them but is it really true?

"Big sis did you came do you think we can play together?!?,,
While saying that Ajax was jumping with joy.

"I am sorry I am going out with friends,, told him the h/c haired girl altho it was not true at all.

"But you go out with them all the time,, said the little boy "you haven't been playing with me for ages and all of others are So busy its allways your friends or Scholl!,, Cried Ajax while looking at his older sister that had tears in her eyes as well.

"Listen I am so So sorry ,, said y/n as she looked down with guilt
"I promise tomorow we will play all day okey?,, she promised without hesitation yet she didn't knew she won't return home that night.

"Yaaay I am so exited you Are the best sister in the world,, screamed and cheared little Ajax as y/n felt more tears running down her cheeks.

Its not like she is doing everythink to avoid her siblings in fact she is doing all of that only for them So they won't have to live like her. Mother was never to carying and Father was always drunk and angry.He was reliving his anger on y/n And was stealing all the money from his own family thats why she was "going out with friends" and in reality she was doing anything for anyone to pay her So she could buy snacks and toys for her siblings.

Was it tiring? Of course it was but protecting something that her childhood didn't had was more important.So here she was working every work that she could.

She also was comming home late at night to not see the sad faces of her siblings when they would see her, and mainly because her dad was mostly sleeping or going to taverns but today was difrent.

She knew she was fucked up when she saw that it was still glowing from living room, at that moment y/n was praying that they just forgot to switch the lights off or little Ajax was waiting for her so long he fell asleep.

When she opened the door someone grabbed her by her hair and threw her to floor.

So the reason for that light was really father.

"You fucking bitch what do you think of yourself going to bars And being a slut while I am working hard and giving you food you discusting piece of shit and on top of that you are coming home late?? Give me all that money or else!!,, Told the h/c man with alcohol aroma flying in the air and kicking y/n on floor

"Alr-aghh-right just s-stop kicking and scream-aghh-ing you are goin-ngh-ing to wake them,, Oh how much you wanted to not sound weak but you couldn't pick up fight with him...not when your siblings were only upstairs maybe not even sleeping.

"Shut the fuck up you know what I AM DONE WITH YOU you can't even take responsibilty all you do Is fuck up everyones life why can't you be like Ajax or others? OH because you are older fucking sure you act like we are bad parents you bitch. Why don't you just go away and come back when you will really be something to this family because right now I realized I don't even want to call you my daughter in fact I wish you were never born you piece of nothing!!,,

Your dad screamed and you heard footsteps at stairs. OH no-no not now they can't see me like that or see father like that or they will be scared of him oh no no please please just not that.

"Y-y/n I woke up to some screaming are you finaly home? Can you *yawn* read me a story??but as soon as he saw what is happening he froze. Y/n on the floor bleeding from her lips and nose and barely breathing and his father kicking her in her stomach with smile on his face.

"Ajax!! Be a good boy and go to your room I need to set things to your so called before I throw her out of this fucking house-,,

"No!!! You can't do that I like my sissy she can't go leave her alone!,,

"P-pleas leave Ajax out of this I-I will n-never show up in here ever again please just d-dont scream or hurt him,, y/n saied with tears at the corners of her eyes.

"Fine! Just go already I don't want to see your pathetic face anymore!,,

"Noo!! y/n please don't listen to him!,,

"I am so sorry Ajax,,

As y/n saied that f/n smiled and walked away while little Ajax started running to his sister with some Band-Aids that his big sister gave him.

"Y/n here don't move to much I will help you!Oh no what should I really do...Oh right bandaide the nose and-,,

"Its fine, I should go to my room and pack my stuff before he comes here and does something very wrong,,

"B-but I-,, Ajax was very smart kid And after all He saw he knew why and he realized that there was nothing else he could do to help his sister other than helping her pack."I Will help you pack some stuff!!

"OH how sweet of you, you little rascal,, you saied as you pinched his cheeks

"Hah o-ooowww you know how it hurts?!?,,

"Sorry I don't, sucks to be the younger one,, you blew your tounge on him to ease the tense

"You know I will miss you right?.. ,,

"Of course I do! But not as much as I will.. ,,

"I love you big sis and I promise to be a good big Brother as you were to me!!,,

"Thank you,, tears rolled from your eyes as you kisses Ajax on his forehead and slowly opened the door to exit the house.

"W-wait have this!,, Ajax hold onto your coat as he held one of his earing

"What is the matter do you want me to fix your earing?,,

"N-no! Have it so you will n-never ev-ver forgive me,,
Ajax cried as y/n picked the earing and put it on and quickly hugged him.

"Don't worry I promise I will never forgive you I will visite every year okay ?,,

"Okay.. ,,

And with that y/n left Ajax and lied to him. How could she tell him the truth that she would not come back at all? He was to young and hope is the thing that every child should have. Even tho she didn't had it...

Chapter one done yyaaayyyayay yyipppieee anyways hope you liked it thats all for now bye byee!!
-B