The NoteBook (A Queen Mafia Love Story) Pt.3

The NoteBook•9

Kierra POV

When we got back to the warehouse, I went upstairs to do my own digging into this military group "Black Flies". I'm going to find out who this man is one way or another. This man is taunting us now and I'm pissed. Bold enough to come and show his face, knowing what he did and what he's been doing.

Jordan says he's going to handle it and I know he can but I'm not sitting on my ass and waiting for something to happen. I remember Jordan saying that Dee said he had the new Porsche. If he's already got the Porsche that means he pre-ordered it. I know because I also pre-ordered the porshe for Jordan as a gift and it got here a couple of days ago.

Jamie taught me how to hack into certain databases. She aint show me too much, but just how to hack into websites. I hack into the Porsche database and look at the Pre-order list. I scroll through and take down the names who bought black porches. That way I can look them up and see who fits the description.

When I got to the fifth name, It shocked me. I thought about the description and there was no need to continue. I found him.

When we get back to the house later that night, I head straight upstairs. I walk to my drawer and pull out some night clothes, before laying them on the bed. Jordan soon walks in while I'm taking my jewelry off. I stayed silent.

"You okay, baby?" he asks

I look at him.

"Why you looking like that? What's wrong?"

"......I think we should take a break." I say

"Take a break? From what-"

"We should break up Jordan."

He stares at me.

"..Why?"

"....Every since Kamryn left we don't do nothing but argue. I know you blame me, for my parents taking her-"

"I never blamed you."

"Yes you do. I see the resentment in your eyes every time we look at each other."

"Okay Ki, now you just throwing your feelings on me. I never blamed you and I don't resent you. We both just emotional about the situation, but that don't mean we can't get through it together."

"It don't work like that for me."

"It don't work like that or you don't want it to?"

"What?"

"Is this really about Kamryn or is this something you've been wanting to do?"

I sigh.

"It's about me, Jordan. Between all of this happening and being pregnant.....I can't manage both. I just can't."

"So you really wanna break up?"

I look down and stay silent.

"Hello!? Am I talking to myself-"

"Yes! I wanna break up."

We stare at each other for a second. He nods before picking up his keys.

"...Ight than."

He walks out the room and I soon hear my front door close. I immediately break down. I've been dreading to break up with Jordan for a week and now that I did it, it don't even feel real.

It's been a full month since my parents took Kamryn. They waited until they got to London to finally tell us where they went. I hold so much resentment towards them. I'll never forgive them for taking my child and forcing me to break up with the most important person to me. I didn't want to break up with Jordan but that's the only way this baby and I will stay healthy during this pregnancy, especially with my mentality. I feel so bad for him.

I go and lock the door before walking to my room. I grab my phone off the hook and dialed Fatima's number. I climb onto the bed and wait until she answers. After a couple rings, she finally picks up.

"Hello?" She asks

"Hey."

"You crying? What's wrong?"

"..I just broke up with Jordan."

"You really did it?"

"Yes."

"What he say?"

"He just kept trying to reassure me. I just told him I couldn't do it no more. He grabs his keys and left."

"Damn...You want us to come over?" She asks

"No. I just need a moment by myself."

"You sure? This is a lot Ki."

"Yes, Fatima I'm fine. I just needed someone to talk too."

"Okay."

"....You think he hates me now?" I ask

"No. Knowing Jordan he's upset and is going to be for a minute, but he doesn't hate you."

I stare down at my stomach and rub it.

"...I hope you're right."

"It's gone be okay Ki."