The NoteBook (A Queen Mafia Love Story) Pt.3

The Notebook•3

FlashBack

Kierra POV

It's been a couple days since I've seen Jordan and our little incident. I never seen him like that before. I didn't expect him to get that upset with me. I did call him out of his name so I don't know what I expected really.

I do feel bad though. I pushed him and I can admit that. Now Kamryn has a doctors appointment and I have no ride. My dad isn't here and my mom has two other children to look after.

I would've called Jordan yesterday to remind him, but I'm so scared to dial this man number. I gotta do what I gotta do, I guess.

I grab the phone and dial his number before putting it to my ear. I listen to it ring.

"He not gone answer." I say to myself

He picks up. It gets quiet.

"Hello?" I ask softly

"What?"

"...Kamryn has a doctors appointment in an hour. Can you take us?" I ask

I hear him sigh.

"Why you just now saying something?" He asks

I say nothing.

"....I'm on my way. Be ready and be outside." He says before hanging up.

Good thing we already were. It always takes Jordan at least 15 minutes to arrive. So when the time is right, I grab Kamryn, her stuff, and mine before heading out the door.

As I close the door behind me, he's pulling up the driveway. I walk to the car holding Kamryn in my arms. He gets out and walks up to me.

He takes her out my arms along with her bag.

"How's daddy baby." He says while kissing her.

He than just walks away. He doesn't look at me, don't pay me no attention, nothing. While he puts her in the car, I get in. When he's done he closes the door and get ins.

He pulls off and I just sit there. I stare out the window because I don't wanna make eye contact. We pull up to the doctors office and get out.

He carries Kamryn as we walk to the pediatrician side. We walk into the doctors office and I walk to the desk.

"Hi. Do you have an appointment today?" She asks

"Yes."

"What time?" She asks

"1" I say

"Name?"

"Kamryn Kelly." I say

She starts clicking on her computer.

"Okay. You're good to go. Someone will come get you shortly."

"Thank you." I say

We walk to three empty chairs. Jordan sits down first and puts the diaper bag in the middle chair. I sit in the chair next to the diaper bag.

They had a TV playing cartoons and kids playing in the little area in the corner. While he caught up with Kamryn, I just sat and waited.

10 mins later.

A lady steps from behind the door.

"Kamryn Kelly?" She calls out

We both get up and he grabs the bag. We walk back and follow her to a room.

"If you can please undress her, someone will be back shortly." She says before walking out.

He sits her on the little bed thing and start undressing her. Again we both don't say anything. I just stare at Kamryn. She finally looks back and reaches.

"Momma?" She calls out.

I look up at her.

"What?"

"Since when you start smoking?" She asks

I look down at the blunt in my hand and back up at her.

"Since what?"

"Since when you started smoking?" She asks again.

"Since you were born. What you want?"

She comes and sits down next to me.

"Daddy told me to come check on you."

"And where is he?" I ask hitting the blunt.

"He didn't say."

I blow the smoke out.

"How are you doing ma?" She asks

I look at her.

I pass the blunt to her. She hesitantly takes it.

"Go ahead and hit it." I say

She hits it. After the third, she starts coughing.

She passes it back and I take it.

"Good right?" I ask hitting it.

She nods.

"Y'all be smoking that?" She asks

I laugh a little.

"Your father smokes it daily." I say hitting it again.

"What is it?"

"I don't even know. He be putting all types of shit together."

"Daddy grew that?" She asks

"Yea. He been growing his own weed for a minute now." I say hitting it again.

"That's crazy."

I pass it back to her. She hits it and we sit there in silence for a bit.

"Do you remember what happened?" She asks

I look at her.

"Ain't nobody told you?"

"Everyone is so busy and I don't want Kylie to relive it."

She passes it back.

"Kylie snuck out and went to the mall. I had been put a tracker in her phone, because I already knew. Khloe and I went to the mall to get her and by looking at the tracker it said she was in a parking garage next door. Khloe and I ran down and we caught four of em putting her in the back of a van. Khloe and I both killed two, while the other two got away with her. Khloe was shot in the leg so we had to hurry up and leave. It took a day or two to find her. Your father is the one who went in to get her with Rico and them following behind him. He told me he killed everyone and burned the place down, but...."

"I understand."

"It's been a month since Kylie has seen him and we still have nothing. Who knows how long he's been trying to find her or all of the information he has. My baby can't even leave the house by herself and there's nothing I can do. I just feel helpless."

She moves closer to me before putting the blunt out. She than puts her chin on my shoulder. I look at her. Her eyes were low and cute.

"You are one of the most fearless people I know. You were always there for me, even a thousand miles away. You made sure I felt, was, and stayed safe no matter what I did. I could feel the protection from you a thousand miles away. So I can only imagine the protection my sisters feels from you. You've never been helpless ma."

I smile.

"Thank you baby."

"You're welcome."

We both laugh.

"You look like a sad puppy dog." I say

"Can I take some home?" She asks

"Don't tell your sisters you smoked with me." I say

"Okay."