a taste of love in teaching // kalego naberius x fem reader

better to forget

"You fucked her!?" Balam shouted in surprise when he heard Kalego's words

"Shh! SHH!! SHH!!! SILENCE BALAM, " Kalego said as he put a finger in front of his lips so Balam could shut up

"OK ok sorry, I was just shocked that's all" Balam said with a sigh as he sat back on the couch "why did you fuck her though? Did you even had her consent?"

Kalego sighed as he sat down beside Balam "I was drunk Balam, I was clearly out of my mind when i fucked her in her damn house"

"How did you even get away with it?" Balam asked "I mean, did you guys like suddenly wake up in the same bed and stared at each other awkwardly?"

Kalego groaned and pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration "No, I found myself on the couch then I put on my clothes, that's when I saw her crawling on the ground..."

Balam shakes his head "did you go too rough on her? I bet you did since she can't even walk..." He said with a huff

Kalego replied "I told you it was a bad idea to force me to attend that damn party!! That green idiot forced me to drink too much and now look what I've done! Damn it..."

Balam then said, "Well... what did Y/n say?"

"She didn't say anything because I told her I forgot about last night..." Kalego simply said as he buried his face in his hands."i dont even know how to face her...."

"Well, you can't keep denying the fact that you had sex with her," Balam said as he put a hand behind Kalego's back

He sighed. "No, I'll keep on saying that I don't remember... it'll be embarrassing to think that I fucked her while I was drunk..."

"But isn't that going to hurt her feelings? I mean like, maybe you have a chance with her...." balam said which made Kalego's brow furrowed deeper

"Dating a coworker is unprofessional Balam, even if I did fuck her there's nothing between us...." Kalego said with a part of his voice was laced with venom

"It's better to forget than to deal with this kind of crap" Kalego said which made Balam sigh more

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Y/N'S POV

did he really forget?....

I was lost in my thoughts as I walked down the hallway of the school, holding the papers I have to submit to Sullivan-sama

My back still hurts after last night but I have to push myself since I have a job to do....

I walked passed the office of Balam but something I heard perked my ears

I turned back and peeped through the door of Balam's office only to find Kalego and Balam sitting together

"But isn't that going to hurt her feelings? I mean like, maybe you have a chance with her...." balam said which made me raise a brow in confusion

Was he talking about me?... No, of course not.... right?...

"Dating a coworker is unprofessional Balam, even if I did fuck her there's nothing between us..." Kalego said as his face showed a scowl that he always wear on his face

"Work comes first Balam, and she's jusy a distraction to it... I'm the guard dog of this school, if something were to distract me while I'm working. I'll be a disgrace to the family..... I can't even imagine getting humiliated by him. " Kalego had chills when he thought about Opera harassing him again

His venmon-laced words struck a core in my chest. It was just simple mere words, yet those kinds of sentences coming out from his own mouth made me doubt my own feelings I've been developing

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Once I got there, tears wouldn't stop flowing, I thought me and Kalego had a thing going on, but no...

It was just a one-sided love after all...

What did I think? Making the cold-hearted teacher love me? Hah...

How stupid and idiotic of me to even think of that...

Part of my mind says,'Maybe he isn't ready for a relationship yet.... he loves you yet doesn't know how to express it'

But that's just me being so delusional...

There's no way in fucking hell that he even loves me.....

What's so wrong with me? I just wanted to be loved... yet all my other past lovers, including Kalego, left me...

Maybe because I'm such a burden...

It's always been the same, I thought about the past when my previous ex left me while my tears fell down on the sink...

He told me he didn't want me... I was too ugly, too clumsy, too idiotic, too useless....

The people I loved never wanted me....

They only feed me with lies to make me stay, was a simple 'I love you'to hard to even say?

All I wanted was to be loved... yet I can't even have that since I'm too much of a burden...

I'm such a useless nobody....

I was wiping away my tears that won't stop flowing when suddenly....

Momonoki and Raim came in the ladies' bathroom stalls only to find me crying, looking so vulnerable in front of a mirror that reflects my tear filled face

The very same face that only became a toy to have fun with, the very same face that was hit with lies

I hate my face... people only love me for looks, not my own personality...

Raim and Momonoki's eyes widened when they saw me crying

"Y/n!?" Raim said, sounding so concerned

"Y/n, are you OK!?" Momonoki said after Raim as they rushed to me..

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END OF CHAPTER

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